Again

I haven't been myself lately

I don't blame you for not wanting to stay

Saying things that I don't mean，not meaning what I say

When it's good, it's so good

When it's bad, it's so bad

“Maybe I really have gone mad?”

What am I supposed to say

When I end up driving everyone away?

Cause I am on fire

A crying burning liar

Seeing nothing ,nothing,but myself

And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred

God, what happened to my heart

I'm about to fall apart

Again again

And you're never coming back

And I'm not okay with that

And I shouldn't never let myself get attached

Again again…

What's done is done , and nothing's gonna change

I should be moving on ,but I still feel the same

And it like everyday is a fight for my life to get some self-control

And when you've forgotten who I am

It just feels, it just feels……I'm nobody at all

I lost myself hitting the ground

I tired to scream and made no sound

I should have known it was no use to try and run from the cycle of abuse

The cycle of abuse

I am on fire

A crying burning liar

Seeing nothing ,nothing,but myself

And I'm the one with the lighter

Every inch of me is charred

God, what happened to my heart

I'm about to fall apart

Again again

And you're never coming back

And I'm not okay with that

And I shouldn't never let myself get attached

Every inch of me is charred

God, what happened to my heart

I'm about to fall apart

Again again

And you're never coming back

And I'm not okay with that

And I shouldn't never let myself get attached

Again again