S06E09-4 权力围城

What are you doing here? And with a suitcase? I got an apartment in the building. What? I finally realized where I wanna be, and it's here, where you are. Where I used to be. I have no interest in being anywhere around here anymore. I don't believe that. You run away to Spain, upstate, boarding school, Santorini. You always come back. Well, that was then. That was before I knew what this place could do to people, before I saw it turn you into Bart Bass. I'm not Bart. But what's wrong with wanting power? You have it. Maybe if you stopped hating it, you'd stop hating yourself. Then you can finally be happy where you belong. Okay, you know what? I have no interest in being psychoanalyzed by my evil biographer. Serena, I know I've hurt you, but I still love you. I've lost track of it at times. I've made mistakes. I've made massive, heartbreaking mistakes but I've never stopped loving you. Well, excuse me if I don't fall for that, or you, ever again. Please, just if you come upstairs for a second, I have something I can show you that'll prove it. I've seen all I need to see. I have a plane waiting.

你怎么在这儿？还提着行李？ 我在这个公寓买了一套房子。 什么？ 我终于发现自己想要呆在哪儿了。就在这儿，有你的地方。 确切的说是我曾经呆过的地方。我再也不想待在这里了。 我不信，你逃到了西班牙，纽约州被捕，寄宿学校，圣托里尼。你总会回来的。 好吧，那时以前，那是在我知道这个地方究竟会把人变成什么样子。在我看到它把你变成Bart Bass之前。 我不是Bart。但是想要获得权力有什么错。你有。也许当你停止厌恶它的同时，也会停止讨厌自己，最后你会欣然接受自己所处的环境。 听着，你知道吗？我没有兴趣去听我那恶毒传记作家的精神治疗。 Serena，我知道我伤害过你，但我仍然爱着你。我只是偶尔迷失了自己，我犯了错，不可饶恕的伤人的错误，但我从没停止过爱你。 好吧，抱歉我可能再不会被这些话所打动，抑或是你。 拜托了，只要，如果你能上楼一趟，我会证明给你看。 我已经看得够多了。我还要赶飞机。