歌词与中文翻译
[00:22.92]When I pretend,
当我披上掩饰的马甲
everything is what I want it be,
一切都正按照我的计划进行
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see
在你眼中，我简直无可挑剔
I can't forget about the criminal I am
当我披上伪装的羊皮
Stealing second after second
我可以忘却心中的罪孽
just cause I know I can, but
每分每秒都在窃取世人的血液
I can't pretend
因为我自命不凡
this is they way it will stay, I'm just
但是我不能再欺骗下去了
(Lying to defend the truth)
因为结局无法扭转，而我只是
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be so
试图掩盖真相
(I'm lying my way from)
我无法再伪装成你的梦中情人，所以
[01:35.40][00:47.62]You
我其实一直都在愚弄者
[02:33.33][02:28.04][01:54.32][01:42.59][01:36.64][01:06.74][00:54.94][00:49.10](Nah, no turning back now)
你
[01:38.37][00:50.64]I wanna be closed inside so let me go
我已无路可退
[01:44.08][00:56.59]Let me take back my life
我只想把自己关进内心的囚牢，所以请别管我了
[01:46.53][00:58.54]I'd rather be all alone
我已无路可退
[01:49.25][01:01.45](No turning back now)
让我变回那个真实的自我
[01:50.45][01:02.50]And anywhere on my own, cause I can't see
为此，我宁可孤苦伶仃
[02:46.85][01:58.87][01:56.15][01:08.46]The very worst part of you
我已无路可退
[02:01.77][01:11.05]IS ME
让我自行了断，因为我已失去光明
I remember what they taught to me,
我已无路可退
Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be
你所有的不堪与屈辱
Remember listening to all of that and this again
我是罪魁祸首
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
我仍记得他们所谓的教诲
And now you think this person really is me and I
自以为是地规划我的未来
(Trying to defend the truth )
我仍记得曾听过的那些指指点点
yo, the more I push I'm pulling away cause I'm
所以我伪装成一个顺从的乖孩子
(Lying my way from)
你以为这就是我，而我只是
[02:14.62][02:08.92][02:03.05]This isn't what I wanted to be,
试图伪装真正的自我
[02:16.71][02:10.72][02:04.81]I never thought what I said
我陷入自责的泥沼无法脱身，因为我
[02:18.19][02:12.19][02:06.18]would have you running from me
一直都在愚弄着
[02:19.69][02:13.74][02:07.87]LIKE THIS!
你