歌词
I don't know where to begin,
我不知道该怎么开口
I don't know where to start.
不知道该从何说起
Oh, I loved you once,
噢 我的确爱过你
Though you loved me not.
即使你从未爱上过我
I accepted that, of course,
但我释然了 当然
though it hurt ... a lot.
尽管那确实…十分伤人
I was lonely then,
我当时很孤独
so, yes, it hurt, a lot.
痛苦到极点
You called me "friend",
你称我作“朋友”
your efforts, though, were sparse.
可你却不曾付出过真心
I guess, you felt there was no need,
我猜 那是因为你明白
because you knew,
即使你不付出分毫
you were always in my heart.
我也会永远爱着你
I had hoped that, maybe,
我曾期盼过吧 或许
now and then you would share
起码你偶尔会与我分享
at least moments of your life... -
你生活的一些点滴
but you never seemed to care.
但你从来没有那样过
You accepted me though,
你表面接受了我
and I ... I trusted you.
于是…我便信任你
This is how it all began.
那就是一切的开始
And when at last you said
直到最后你告诉我
that you honestly cared,
你真的很在乎
I believed that, too.
我也从未怀疑
I believed you
我曾经那么地信任过
to be true.
你口中的真心
Then came the tide,
接着潮汐涌起
and it brought a storm.
风暴降临
It was bad, so bad,
那实在是太糟了
like it had never been before.
就像从未有过的那般
I cried out in pain,
我声嘶力竭地哭喊
in agony and despair.
痛苦 绝望
I called for your help,
我曾乞求过你的帮助
but you were not there.
但你却没有出现
Like I knew, you wouldn't be.
我早就知道 你不会的
I knew, you would not hear me,
我早知道你不会在意我的哭喊
not in time, I knew...
从不会及时出现 我早知道的…
...And I, I accepted that, too.
…而现在 我也释然了
I somehow made it
我已经不记得
through that night.
我是怎么熬过那个长夜的
I do not remember how,
我不记得了
do not know how I survived...
我究竟是怎么撑下来的…
...And when, at last, you found
…直到最终 你打开了
the note that I had sent,
我寄去的书信
all you did was pretend
可你却也只是
that you didn't understand...
假装它与你无关
...And you never came,
…你至今没有现身
you never even called!
甚至都未曾打来过一通电话!
How am I your friend,
我在你心中不占任何位置
when you do not care at all?
难道这就是你口中的“朋友”吗?
专辑信息
1.Poison
2.Saturn Rising
3.Minotaur
4.Deathhouse
5.Mourning
6.The Void
7.Burial Ground
8.Nightbreed
9.Cold
10.Black Magic Spell
11.Goodbye