歌词
If I could rewind time like a tape, inside a boombox
倘若我能像倒转磁带一样倒转我的过去(阿姆2007年年末因为摄入过量美沙酮将近死亡,被送去医院抢救,这里说的是阿姆在死亡边缘时的内心感受)
One day for every pill, or percocet that I ate
一天少吃一颗药
Cut down on the valium, that'll hurt everything
减少服用安定(一种药) 这东西把一切都弄坏了
But death is turning so definite, wait
但是没有如果 死亡变得如此清晰
They got me all hooked up to some machine
等等 他们把我整个人连接在机器上
I love you, being, didn't want you to know I was struggling
我爱你 一直爱你 不想让你知道我之前的挣扎
Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine
感觉我像是一艘潜艇 正在慢慢沉入海里
Just heard that nurse say,
刚刚听到护士说
My liver and kidneys aren't functioning
我的肝肾不再运转了
Been flirtatious with death, skirt-chasing, I guess
我猜这是在跟死亡调情 在边缘追逐打闹
It's arrivederci, same nurse,
再见了(意大利语) 我听到刚刚的那个护士说
Just heard say they're unplugging me
他们要拔掉插头
And it's your birthday, Jade, I'm missing your birthday
今天是你的生日 Jade(阿姆的小女儿)我错过了你的生日
Baby girl, I'm sorry, I fucking hate when you hurt, Hai
宝贝女儿 我很抱歉 你难过的时候我真的很难受 Hailey
And sweeties, thank you for waiting to open gifts
亲爱的 你们还在等着和我一起打开礼物啊(阿姆因为这次抢救错过了和家人的圣诞节)
But, girls, you can just open 'em,
现在就拆开吧
Dad ain't making it home for Christmas
爸爸圣诞的时候回不去了
Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss
只希望我能有力气送去个飞吻
I go to make a fist, but I can't make one, I'm frozen stiff
我想攥起拳来 但是我做不到 因为我浑身僵硬
I yell, but nothing comes out, I'm crying inside, I shout
我叫喊着 但是发不出声音 我在心中哭喊 嚎叫
My vocal cords won't permit me,
我的声带发不出声音
I scream, but it's not allowed
我大声尖叫 但是没有用
You put your arm around mama, the karma, wow
我想到你搂着妈妈的样子 这就是命运吧
I just thought about the aisle,
我想到那条走廊
I'll never get to walk us down
咱们还从来没一起走过
Never see you, graduate in your caps and gowns
也再也没办法看见你毕业时穿着礼服戴着帽子的样子
It's 'bout to be 2008, how's this happening now?
2008年就要来了 怎么会出这种事?
I've got so much more to do, and Proof, I'm truly sorry
我还有这么多事情要去做 还有Proof 如果我让你失望了
If I let you down, but this tore me in two
真的很抱歉 但是我再也见不到你了
The thought of no more me and you
这事实让我几近崩溃
You gave me shoes, Nikes like new for me for school
你给我新的nike鞋让我去学校
Doody, I'm trying, but you, you were the glue that binded
兄弟(阿姆对Proof的昵称) 我在尝试 但是你是所有事情的核心
So many things, time, I'd give anything to rewind it
我愿意付出一切 只想让时间逆转
I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded
我不得不走下大厅
By pictures all on my walls
不断被我墙上的那些照片提醒着
And I couldn't sleep at night 'cause
我见到你在桌上 却没能去救你
That image burned in my brain of you on the table
这画面一直在我脑海中燃烧
Me falling across your body, not able to stand to save you
让我晚上无法入睡
God, why did you take him?
上帝啊 你为什么要带走他?
I'm tryna keep his legacy alive,
我在试着把他的遗产发扬光大
But I'm dying, where's Nathan?
但是我现在就要死了 Nathan在哪呢?(Nathan是阿姆的弟弟)
Little ladies, be brave, take care of your mother
我的姑娘们 勇敢点 照顾好你们的妈妈
Smile pretty for pictures, always cherish each other
要在照相的时候露出甜美的笑容 要一直珍惜彼此
I'll always love ya, and I'll be in the back of your memory
我一直爱着你们 也会一直在你们的记忆中
And I know you'll never forget me,
我知道你们是不会忘记我的
Just don't get sad when remembering
只是在想起我的时候不要难过
And, little bro, keep making me proud
还有 小兄弟 要一直让我骄傲
You better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down
最好娶那个女孩 她是真心爱你的
And when you're exchanging those sacred vows,
我真的想在现场
Just know that if I could be there
看看你们交换誓言
I would and should you ever see parenthood,
如果你看过为人父母的样子
I know you'll be good at it
我知道你会擅长这个的
Oh, almost forgot to do something, thank my father too
哦 差点忘了 也要感谢我的父亲
I actually learnt a lot from you,
事实上我从你那里学到了很多
You taught me what not to do
你让我知道什么是不能做的
And Mom, wish I'd have had the chance
还有 妈妈 希望我还能有机会
To have one last heart-to-heart honest and open talk with you
和你进行最后一次开诚布公的交谈
Doody, I see you, I go to walk to you
兄弟 我看到你了 我在走向你
And I can feel my soul leave my body
感受到我的灵魂离开身体
And float across the room
漂浮在这房间里
Nurses lean over the bed, pulling tubes out
护士们靠着床边 拔出管子
Then the sheet over my head, shut the room down
把床单盖在我的头上 关闭房间
Girls, please don't get upset,
姑娘们 不要烦恼
I see them cheeks soaking and wet
你们抓住我脖子的时候
As you squeeze hold of my neck,
我看见你们脸颊都湿透了
So forcibly, don't wanna let
如此用力 不想让我离开
Me go, pillow drenched, emotional wrecks
枕头被泪水浸湿 情绪接近崩溃
With every second, each closer to death
一秒一秒的接近死亡
But suddenly, I feel my heart begin to beat slow
但是突然之间 我感受到心脏重新开始慢慢跳动
Then a breath, machines go
然后 我喘过气来 机器开始哔哔哔的作响
Must've guessed the cheat codes to this shit
早该想到这破东西的作弊码的
I'm tryna rewind time like a tape, find an escape
我在尝试着回放时间 就像磁带一样 寻求逃跑的道路
Make a beeline, try and awake
径直前进
From this dream, I need to re-find
试着从梦境中清醒过来
My inner strength, to remind me
我要重新找回内在的力量
Even if a steep climb I must take
即使要攀登峭壁 我也要改正我的错误
To rewrite a mistake, I'm rewinding the tape
我在把我的磁带倒放
(I don't want it)
(我不想要这东西了)
I'll put out this last album, then I'm done with it
这是我最后的一张专辑了 再也不干了(这段07年时阿姆的话)
One hundred percent finished, fed up with it
肯定再也不干了 我受够了
I'm hanging it up, fuck it
我把它挂起来 靠
Excuse the cursing, baby, but just know
不好意思骂人了 宝贝 但你要知道
That I'm a good person, though they portray me as cold
我是个好人 尽管他们说我很冷漠
And if things should worsen, but I bet you they won't
如果事情恶化 我可以向你保证他们不会的(这句之前的那些和Castle的歌词都一样)
I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet
我发誓要把这些美沙酮都丢进厕所
Shred these old letters I wrote
撕掉我写的这些旧信件
All that old pathetic loathing, closing credits can roll
所有的那些又旧又可怜的声望可以滚了
I'm proud to be back, I'm 'bout to, like a rematch
我很自豪能回归 像复赛一般 我就要
Outdo Relapse
用Recovery和MMLP2
With Recovery, Mathers LP2
超过Relapse
Help propel me to victory laps
激励着我在胜利之后继续前行
Gas toward them and fast forward the past
加速前进 飞快的超过我的过去
Consider the last four minutes as
之前的这四分钟是我要
The song I'd have sang to my daughters
唱给我女儿的歌(这句话刚好到这首歌的四分钟)
If I'd have made it to the hospital
如果我当时没能在两小时内赶到医院 这就是我的终曲(当时的医生说阿姆再晚来两小时就死了)
Less than two hours later, but I fought it
但是我活下来了
Came back like a boomerang on 'em
像一个回旋镖一样 我又回来了(先离开再回来)
Now a new day is dawning, I'm up, Tuesday, it's morning
现在 到了新一天的黎明 我起床了 现在是星期二的早晨
Now I know
现在我知道了(倒带回阿姆在厕所晕倒、被送去医院之前,原本的他嗑嗨了什么都不知道,倒带回去之后,他很清醒,把原本让他濒临死亡的美沙酮冲进了厕所)
专辑信息
1.Believe
2.Chloraseptic
3.Untouchable
4.River
5.Remind Me (Intro)
6.Remind Me
7.Revival (Interlude)
8.Like Home
9.Bad Husband
10.Tragic Endings
11.Framed
12.Nowhere Fast
13.Heat
14.Offended
15.Need Me
16.In Your Head
17.Castle
18.Arose
19.Walk On Water