Release Me

Why won't I release me

Why won't I release me

I'm stuck on the side of the boat I rode

Have I gotten too far while still afloat?

Should have been more careful with the boat I chose

Got chills from the water I'm wading

Lazy or recovering?

Lotal apathy I need time to think

It's a miracle I still got strength to be fighting a line so gray

Fighting a line so gray

Fighting a line so gray

Fighting a line so gray

Fighting a line so gray

Fighting a line so gray

Cause I'm a mess get that out of my head

I know I could progress could never get ahead

I never wanted this I don't even recognize myself

Steel my thoughts

And I'm stressed feelin the world of pressure

I know I started this

Second guessed the effort to continue it or be this way forever

So, steel my thoughts

Teleport me to year seventeen

I had such control and clarity

Set the standard high,

Its embarrassing how I lost it,

Trying so hard to over achieve

And gave no credit to my suffering poor body needed reprogramming

Hold my rib cage, breathing

Hold my rib cage, check my breathing

Hold my rib cage, check my breathing

Why won't I release me

Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple and I release me

Release me

Its getting rough peace of my mind, far from simple

Far from simple

Release me

Release me