Lost in the Abyss

Loved you once and again.

I'd become just your plaything.

Nothing had mattered that night

And I realize I had been pulled by your whims.

This gravity is crushing me.

The exit's not here and so much doubt falls on me.

No matter how or when I shout,

I wonder if I can be heard.

I'm breaking down,

And no one understands

That I'm lost in some abyss.

It's getting dark

And panic's setting in.

I am faced with the end of the world.

I just can't understand.

Deep inside, there is wanting.

Sounds that I've all but shut out

Echoes hollow, unbound. Now I am trapped in a mist.

This heaviness is drowning me.

I'm slow, can't control the actions I am fighting.

I'm grasping at distorted glass.

I wonder if I can be seen.

I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end,

Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend.

And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge.

Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?

I've fallen behind in this revolving city.

Reality is like a dream.

I wonder if I can exist.

I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end,

This sight I see is confusing me.

I've fallen behind in this revolving city.

Reality is like a dream.

I wonder if I can exist.

I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end,

Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend.

And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge.

Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?

Even as I fall,

I'll spread my wings and soar.

And I know it's not the end.

It's breaking out.

This feeling's setting in.

I am faced with a sudden silence.