歌词
[Verse 1]
我不想孤单一人
[Chorus]
不愿独身待在漫无天日的黑暗中
[Verse 2]
不愿独身待在漫无天日的黑暗中
[Chorus]
真的不想呆在黑暗里了
[Verse 3]
[Chorus]
在黑暗中却又无动于衷
I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be
好像被四周墙壁围住无法自拔
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
你帮不了我的 也没有人能
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
我能感受到窗帘慢慢拉下
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
我想去拉开它
Here I am, alone again
但总有些什么阻止着我
Can't get out of this hole I'm in
It's like the walls are closin' in
感觉我已对这些枪击案心生厌恶（2017拉斯维加斯枪击案）
You can't help me, no one can
我脑子并不糊涂 为什么连这点东西都想不通了呢？
I can feel these curtains closin'
当然我也愿意和你打个小赌
I go to open 'em
如果我赌了 我就会出现在明日头条
But something pulls 'em closed again
谁更有胜算呢？
(Hello darkness, my old friend)
我觉得我很想我父亲
Feels like I'm loathing in Las Vegas
你觉得我会认识他么
Haven't got the vaguest, why I'm so lost?
我在房间里吃着药物
But I'd make you this small wager
再喝着酒
If I bet you, I'll be in tomorrow's paper
抿一口就到位
Who would the odds favor?
也许我可以休息一会儿
I'm so much like my father
但这舞台就能撕裂（人都被杀光，枪击案）
You would think that I knew him
去他的柯尔特 我需要一把火力更猛的枪械
I keep pacin' this room valium
如果我开了一瓶酒（如果我拿起枪） 最好是伏特加（最好是喝了酒后）
Then chase it with booze
一杯又一杯（一枪接着一枪，维加斯枪击案爆头）
One little taste it'll do
喝得如痴如醉
Maybe I'll take and snooze
喝了不少啊 不是吗？（shot双关 射了多少子弹啊？）
Then tear up the stage in a few
我不想孤单一人
**** the Colt 45, I'ma need somethin' stronger
不愿独身在漫无天日的黑暗中
If I pop any caps, it better be off of vodka
我吃了药看着酒店的服务菜单
Rounder after round after round
我能听到音乐逐渐加强
I'm gettin' loaded
我能从我窗户里看到整个场地
That's a lot of shots, huh?
这时 你就应该知道你已经精神分裂
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
因为我一直在酒店的窗户前望向窗外
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
音乐声太大啦 但这简直像
Now I'm starin' at the room service menu off a Benzo
我再也听不到任何声音 我应该去为演出做准备了
I can hear the music continue to crescendo
等等 这就是所有人吗？演出还没谢幕？（枪手只希望杀的人尽可能的多）
I can see the whole ****in' venue from my window
别着急 这还只是开场表演
That's when you know you're schizo
我感到放松下来 只希望这场演唱地不会有人缺席
'Cause I keep peakin' out the curtain from the hotel
座位没坐满之前我并不想上台
The music is so loud, but it's almost as though
因为那样会使我疯掉
I don't hear no sound, I should get ready for the show now
你无法让一场无人演出的舞台嗨翻起来 但如果没人看呢？
Wait is this the whole crowd? I thought this shit was sold out
恐慌模式 随时都有可能会有炸弹爆炸
But it's only the opening act, it's early, don't overreact
当我取消演出时 台下的粉丝也在冲向入口
Then something told me relax and just hope for the show to be packed
原本想要去把这些破坏 但四面八方都围着相机
Don't wanna hit the stage before they fill each row to the max
新闻要在网络上传疯了
'Cause that'd be totally wacked
加长弹鼓 我给这些人准备好了弹药
You can't murder a show nobody's at, but what if nobody shows?
全副武装 又吃了一颗安定
Panic mode 'bout to snap and go mother****in' wacko at any second
从床上摔下 倒在地上 爬到柜前
'Bout to cancel the show, just as fans below rush the entrance
酩酊大醉 当我去拿瞄准镜时
Pan is a go to wreck shit, cameras in all directions
我晕过去了 因为我什么药都吃完了
The press is about to go ape shit bananas on all the networks
现在只剩下满地的残剩弹夹
Commando with extra clips, I got ammo for all the hecklers
去他妈的社交媒体 这是一场战争 而我要全力以赴了
I'm armed to the teeth, another valium
Fall off the bed, hit the ground and crawl to the dresser
不愿独身待在漫无天日的黑暗中
Alcohol on my breath as I reach for the scope
不愿独身待在漫无天日的黑暗中
I'm blackin' out, I'm all out of meds with them benzodiazepines gone
大家都已进入场地 是时候准备演出了
Now it's just magazines sprawled out on the floor
晚上10.05分 幕布开始升起
**** the media, I'm goin' all out, this is war
我已汗流浃背 也上好膛了
(Hello darkness, my old friend)
对观看演出的人火力全开
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
狙击手的视野 突如其来的惊喜！
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
当我在酒店里更换弹夹时
People start to show up, time to start the show up
倚在窗外 就像Kaiser Sosay（(电影the Usual Suspects里的杀人犯）
It's 10:05 PM and the curtain starts to go up
扣下扳机 但我是个持有执照的持枪者
And I'm already sweatin' but I'm locked and loaded
没有前科 所以没人能限制我
For rapid fire spittin' for all the concert goers
我有数不胜数的补给 就好像被士兵附身
Scopes for sniper vision, surprise from out of nowhere
让人们跳墙 爬栏杆
As I slide the clip in from inside the hotel
有人就像特拉沃尔塔那样 苟延残喘
Leanin' out the window, going Kaiser Sosay
警察把门砸开 去他妈的 我还以为我堵住了入口
Finger on the trigger but I'm a licensed owner
演出已经结束 没时间再写遗书
With no prior convictions, so loss the sky's the limit so
只是记录一下目标距离
My supplies infinite, strapped like I'm a solider
但如果你想知道我为什么要这样做
Got 'em hopping over walls and climbing fences
你永远找不到动机 事实是我也不知道
Some of them John Travolta, staying alive by inches
我也被这个问题难住了 没有精神疾病迹象
Cops are knockin', oh, ****, thought I blocked the entrance
我只是想让你知道我们为什么这么生气
Guess show time is over no suicide note
可是一切都结束了 这些东西会至死不变
Just a note for target distance
But if you'd like to know the reason why I did this
不愿独身待在漫无天日的黑暗中
You'll never find a motive, truth is I have no idea
不愿独身待在漫无天日的黑暗中
I am just as stumped, no signs of mental illness
Just tryin' to show ya the reason why we're so ****ed
'Cause by the time it's over, won't make the slightest difference
(Hello darkness, my old friend)
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
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