歌词
I...
我......
I feel like a mouth facilitating the language
我觉得自己像是在促进语言发展。
constructed by the mind of depression
由抑郁的心理构成。
A vocal confirmation that I have diluted my ambition
这是一种声音的确认，我已经冲淡了我的野心。
to accommodate my aggression
适应我的侵略
Watered down prayer requests to a sky painted blue,
把祈祷的请求冲淡到漆成蓝色的天空。
like the ocean of my heart
就像我的心的海洋。
Settled for what I detest to a lie that the truth kept us apart
为了我所厌恶的谎言，真相使我们分开。
With a sea between hope and me,
在希望和我之间有片海，
I lack the ability to figure out where to start
我不知道从哪里开始。
Letting fear sit in the drivers seat to a hearse
让恐惧坐在司机的座位上，作为灵车。
to comfort me as I drive back to insanity
在我开车回到精神错乱的时候安慰我。
脱离了不满的策略。
Disconnected from the discontent strategies
让孩子在我的内心深处。
de-straddled the child inside of me
我把自己看作是营养不良的精神食粮。
Feeding greens to the the malnourished spirit I identified myself as
一颗玻璃的心，脆弱得足以折断，
A heart of glass, fragile enough to break,
但一旦展示出来，它就没有那么糟糕了。
but once put on display, it doesn't hurt so bad
因为片刻，我感到不舒服。我觉得中毒。
Cause moments, I felt sick. I felt poisoned.
但其他时候，我睡着了……
But other moments, I was asleep...
这一天，我感到自己被选中了，但却经历了自我折磨;
It was a day I felt chosen, but through self torment;
我深深陷入一种叫悲伤的沉沙中。
I was knee deep in a sinking sand called grief
由于我糟糕的决定而感到失望，
Feeling let down by my poor decisions,
我觉得没有你的永恒，是不值得活下去的吗?
I felt in eternity without you, was one not worth living?
我希望有一天能有信仰。
I hope to someday have the faith
相信上帝，就像他相信我一样。
to believe in God as much as he believes in me
我希望有一天能有信心相信上帝。
I hope to someday have the faith to believe in God
尽管他相信我……
as much as he believes in me...
多年来对酒吧的不满。
由那些比我优越的人，
After years of feeling inadequate to the bars
我找到了力量，但没有找到我要找的地方。
set by those superior to me,
将金钱价值投资于半真半假的事实。
I found strength, but not in the place I was looking
一个幽灵在药品的安静中。
Investing monetary value into the half-truth
我最终接受了自己作为解决方案的一部分，
of the pharmaceuticals being quiet, a ghost
不再有那些毫无意义的预约。
I finally became accepting of myself as part of the solution,
我把控制权交给了我的内心。
no more of that pointless appointment booking
让我的激情一直持续到完全完成。
完全脱离了这个洞，恢复了控制。
I surrendered control to the heart inside of me
从寒冷中获救，感觉回到了家。
and let my passion drive until I was done completely
或者第一次感觉回家。
Done completely out of the hole, gained back control,
因为在很长一段时间里，我第一次觉得自己还活着。
saved from the cold, feeling back home
我感到了奋斗的能力。
Or maybe feeling home for the first time
我觉得对我来说有很多机会，
Because for the first time in a long time, I felt alive.
爱就在我身边。
I felt the ability to strive
每个人都有做大事的力量。
I felt like there were odds stacked for me,
只要我们不为世界的事情妥协。
and love was on my side
亲爱的，你应该得到比这个世界给你的更多的东西;
我保证这是真的
Everybody has the strength to do great things
如果你看穿它，你可以做任何事，
as long as we don't compromise for a world of things
任何你用心去做的事。
Darling, you deserve so much more than what this world has given you;
我已经处于我所预见到的最低潮的时刻。
I promise it's true
有了爱和野心的力量，
And if you see through it, you can do anything,
我发现自己回到了一个平静的地方。
anything you set your heart to
而且你应该得到真实。
以及合法性和引人入胜的觉醒。
I've been at the lowest point beyond anything I ever did foresee
那只能通过爱来找到。
And with the power of love and ambition,
打败了一个美丽的国王。
I found myself back into a place of peace
没有暴政，没有家庭把你们放在一起，因为伤口在愈合。
And you are deserving of authenticity
应该得到比这个世界更多的东西。
and legitimacy and the riveting awakening
你应该得到比这个世界更多的东西……
that can only be found through the love
你值得拥有一个美丽的国王的爱……
and defeat of a beautiful king
No tyranny, no family holding you together as the wounds heal
You are deserving of so much more than what this world has offered.
You are deserving of so much more than what this world has offered...
You deserve the love of a beautiful king...
专辑信息
10.Car Crash