歌词
It's a terrible statement but I never let it leave my side.
在我身边的是一个可怕的表现
That sickening realization that I'm done with this fight.
我已完成斗争可现实令我作呕
Moments kneeling on the bedroom floor
那一刻我跪倒在卧室的地板上
sickened by the entity I had absorbed no more.
我被我饱经磨难的肉体所厌恶
I would not let the self-scrutinizing endeavor
我已竭尽全力却无法自我审视
endure a precipice a monologue questioning my every motive.
悬崖峭壁的独白质疑着我的每一个动机。
My disaster stricken heart feeling broken,
我心碎的像一场灾难
my emotions quoted spilling out of a broken vase
从破碎的花瓶中溢出的情感
taking the place of what was once your emotion.
取代了曾经（的情感）
Diluted with tears, an open book scribbled with fears
泪流满面，像一本写满恐惧的书本
engraved pools of ink I'm vocally shook;
我颤抖着，面对满是雕刻的墨水池
and I'm tired of telling myself that it's gonna change.
我已厌倦，告诉自己一切不会改变
Taken by the spectacular lie that existence can end.
取而代之的是壮观的谎言，一种可终结的荒唐存在。
Faulse-hoods predicted my sinners dictated my every decision.
错误预言预示着我的罪人，决定了我的每一个决定。
世界上有各种各样的出口，这都似乎是合乎逻辑的，
An exit of sorts seemed logical,
因为我想我可以平静的呼吸。
cause I thought I could silence this breath.
但那与我的心态相反，
But contrary to my mindset,
我避开威胁，保持沉默。
I circumvented my threats to silence
恶魔在我脑海里唱着歌；
the demons singing songs in my head;
在我耳边低语，结束一切就是安全的赌注。
whispering in my ear, that ending it all is a safe bet.
时而给我安慰，因为我试图操纵我的结局。
当我意识到我已无力回天的那些时刻
Comforting me as I try to manipulate my end.
针扎使我发麻，渲染了我留下的每一种感受！
Those moments when I decided I couldn't handle this anymore!
像是我以为的爱被不复存在
Pins and needles infected every sensation I had left!
在寒冷中留下的是支离破碎
Feeling like this love I had once found had been torn open
-愈合后的伤口也被无情撕裂
and left broken in the cold
我已撕心裂肺，我祈祷停止呼吸。
-that the seams holding it together ripped open
我却紧紧抱着，我记忆中的记忆，
and my flesh tore open with that is I pray that my breathing would stop.
可能它意味着，生活意味着什么。
And as I held those staining memories, I held on so tightly;
我软弱的事实，被自私地接受了！
remembering what life used to mean.
但是然后我给你打电话，我希望我能被某人发现
Selfishly ready to embrace the fact that I am weak!
所以我找到了你，我同样希望有人会给我打电话
因为我在倾听我自己的回声
But then I called to you, and I hoped someone would find me;
一片冷寂中，我正自我疗伤
and I found you, and I had hoped someone would call me!
当我感觉到一种我终于成长到我可以放弃的地步。
Cause I'm listening to these echoes of my own voice
意识到一个我永远无法回头的时刻…
leaving damage in the cold,
在我最孤独的这一时刻
as I feel I have finally grown to the point where I can snap.
告诉自己没有人等我
A point of knowing I could never go back...
但我，几乎不知道，
And it's in the moments I felt most alone.
一直被忽略的爱，就在我的身边
That I told myself no one was there for me;
在我生命中的这个阶段，我知道的不多
and little did I know,
但我现在可以向你保证--你被完全爱着。
love with sitting right beside me, I just wasn't listening.
At this point in my life I don't know many things,
but I can promise you this - You are loved completely.
专辑信息
10.Car Crash