歌词
I'm back, did anyone miss me?
我回来了,有人想我么?
They said the second record can be tricky
他们说录第二张专辑会不太容易
Well that's kind of funny cause I am not tripping
真是有趣,因为我根本没有什么担心
My fans, they know what it is and they with me
我的歌迷知这专辑如何,还会对我支持
Yeah, I ain't the type that's gon' ride with the semi
没错,我可不是那种随随便便的半吊子
I came from a town with three lights and no city
我来自黑灯瞎火的小镇并不是大都市
I've been doing shows for nothing but pennies
过去我的演出一直都只是为了赚钱
When I leave the stage, they never forget me
现在我走下台,他们不会把我忘记
Mansion was a glimpse of my life
《心房》这专辑是我人生的写照
I let you see what it's like to be in my head
我让你看看进入我脑海里会是什么样子
People ask me what I think I think I be doin'
人们问我有什么想法可能我已经在行动
If it wasn't music, I'd rather be dead
要不是因为有音乐,我宁愿死去
You know what I said, that was like me at a 3, you don't want to see me at 10
你知道我说过,这只是我用了三成功力的样子,你不会想看到我倾尽全力
Or maybe you do
或者你想看到
I promise if that is the case, then that is what you're gonna get
我保证若实事确实是这样,那你们的后果也是这样
If you're looking for music with watered down lyrics, I promise that you need to go somewhere else
要是你在寻找歌词都不纯正的音乐,我保证你还得到别处去找
And if you want somebody to tell you everything that you wanna hear I won't be any help
要是你想要别人说的话迎合你的心意,那我肯定帮不到你
This flow is familiar. I think I heard it before
这flow有点熟悉,我是不是之前听过【Intro-Intro 2】
Oh yeah, I made it myself
哦对,是我自己创的
I left the door open to come in my mansion but I never said it's a beautiful house
我敞开了大门迎进客人但是我没说过这是一间华丽的房子
Some of ya'll sat on the porch
你们有的人坐在门廊上
Looked at my windows and stared at my door
望向我的窗户盯着我的门口
They ask me if I'm going to kill it this record
他们问我说这样的唱片能有什么作为
I laugh in their face and I ask 'em, "Do you see the blood on the floor?"
我当着他们的面大笑问:“你看到地板上的血迹了吗”
He's at it again, NF is crazy he's bad for the kids
“他又来了,NF疯了 他对孩子影响很不好”
He never talks about nothing but him
他只会在歌里谈自己悲伤的往事
Yeah, my friends say, "He's kind of a diva."
有些虚伪的“朋友”说:“他是个耍花招的人”
Well, you need to get some new friends
那你可就需要去找些新的朋友
I'm as chill as it gets
我感受到飕飕凉意
'Till I get on the stage and flip on the switch
直到我走到台上把点燃氛围的开关打开
And I go to a place where nobody is
我去到一片没人打扰的地方
If you bring up my name in a song, that's something that you will regret
要是你敢在一首歌里随便提及我的名字,你肯定会后悔这样做
I learned a lot in a year
一年时间里我学到很多
I remember the shows when no one was there
还记得没有任何人会来光临的演出
I remember the shows when nobody cared
也记得曾有的演出没任何人在意
Some people in front of me laughing like, "He isn't going nowhere."
有些人在我面前嘲笑:“他根本就是在原地踏步嘛。
It's funny now, isn't it?
现在还真好笑,不是吗?
This type of life isn't how I envisioned it
这样的生活并非我展望的那般
This type of life, it just ain't how I pictured it
这样的人生,只是和我设想的不一样
I'm in the back of the tour bus, trying to FaceTime my family. It's different
我坐在巡游大巴的后头,想和我的家人视屏聊天。现在
Not what you think it is
并不是你想象中的那样
Write a review, tell me what you think of this
写了条评论,告诉我你对这音乐的感受
Give me three stars and call me and idiot
给我三星中评然后说我是个蠢货
But to be honest, it don't make a difference
但是说实话,这样做也没有什么影响
I know some people don't get it
我知道有些人不会理解
But you have now entered a Therapy Session
可你现在听过了《治疗期》这张专辑
If you don't like music that's personal, I have no clue what you people are doing here
要是你不喜欢音乐那是你的个人问题,我不懂你们这些人在这里做什么
Might as well throw out the record
也许同样会把那唱片扔掉
I pull up a chair
我拉来一张椅子
I talk to my music like nobody's there
和自己的音乐对话就像是无人干预
Only person I judge is the one in the mirror
我唯一会批评的人就是镜子里的自己
And lately, he ain't doing well–I don't need ya'll in my ear
“近来,他做得不是很好”——我不需要你们在耳边磨磨唧唧
I'm tired of hearing it
我烦透了这些言语
You call it music, I call her my therapist
你称这东西为音乐,而我当她是自己的治疗手段
She keeps on telling me I have been carrying way too much baggage, I need to take care of it
她(音乐)一直在告诉我说我承担了太多的包袱,我需要小心一点对待
I know she's right, but man it's embarrassing
我知道她说得对,可是这情况有些难以启齿
Music has raised me more than my parent did
音乐在我成长时的陪伴还要多过我的父母
Take out a picture of us and I stare at it
拍下我和音乐的合照,我双眼望进去
Who am I kidding? You probably ain't hearing this
以为我在跟谁开玩笑?你可能根本就没在听
Show me an artist you want to compare me with
给我看看你想拿来跟我比较的艺人
You put us both on a track, Imma bury 'em
你把我们放在同一条道上,我会埋掉他们
Give me this shovel, it's 'bout to get scarier
给我掘墓的铁铲,场面还会变得更加可怕
None of you want it with rap who you staring at?
你们不会想这样做,你到底在看什么?
I see you got beats, but where is the lyrics at?
我知道你们有伴奏,可歌词写在哪呢?
NF is the logo, you know I been wearing that
NF这标志的衣服,你知道我始终穿着
Don't come to my show and be sittin' in the very back
不要来到我的演唱会上就跑到后面躲起来
I call you out in the crowd like, "There he is!"
我会拉你出人群大喊:“他可是在这呢!”
I thought I’d be happy. It feels like I'm cursed
我以为达到目标就会高兴,感觉像自己受诅咒
It's hard to be clean when you play in the dirt
当你想不择手段就很难做到光明磊落
You gave me this place to go when I'm hurting
当我受伤你给予我这宣泄感情的地方
I thought it'd get better, but it's getting worse
我以为这样会变好,事实上只会愈来愈差
And I got nobody to blame when I work, Like 24/7
因为工作太忙无可奈何,仿佛一周24小时都没空
I ain't been to church, and Satan keep callin' me, he tryin' to flirt
我没能去到教会,撒旦不断困扰我,牠试图动摇我
I hang up the phone, these are more than just words
我稳住了自己的心,这些不过是引诱我的谎言谎语
I drive on that highway and listen to Mansion
我在高速公路上放着《心房》这专辑
I look up to God like, "When did this happen?"
我问上帝:“我到底何时开始变成这样?”
Yelling with all of my fans to wake up
对着我所有歌迷大吼想将他们唤醒
But feel like I haven't
然而似乎我自己都没醒来
I get emotional. I didn't plan this
我变得情绪激动,没想过会这样
I'm doing things I never imagined
我在做着的事情连我自己都没有想到
I'm sorry but I gotta leave
很抱歉但我该离开了
I don't wanna be late for my therapy session
我不想耽误了自己的治疗期
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