Bad Apple

Ever on and on

I continue circling

With nothing but my hate

in a carousel of agony

Till slowly I forget

and my heart starts vanishing

And suddenly I see

that I can't break free-I'm

Slipping through the cracks

of a dark eternity

With nothing but my pain

and the paralyzing agony

To tell me who I am

who I was

Uncertainty enveloping my mind

Till I can't break free and

Maybe it's a dream

maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing

if I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain

of the misery inside

And I wish that I could live

feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say

you can tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care

and my heart would never know

If I make another move

there'll be no more turning back

Because everything will change

and it all will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come?

Will I make it through the night?

Will there ever be a place

for the broken in the light?

Am I hurting? Am I sad

Should I stay, or should I go?

I've forgotten how to tell

Did I ever even know?

Can I take another step?

I've done everything I can

All the people that I see

I will never understand

If I find a way to change

if I step into the light

Then I'll never be the same

and it all will fade to white

Ever on and

on I continue circling

With nothing but my hate

in a carousel of agony

Till slowly I forget

and my heart starts vanishing

And suddenly I see

that I can't break free-I'm

Slipping through the cracks

of a dark eternity

With nothing but my pain

and the paralyzing agony

To tell me who I am

who I was

Uncertainty enveloping my mind

Till I can't break free and

Maybe it's a dream

maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing

if I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain

of the misery inside

And I wish that I could live

feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say

you can tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care

and my heart would never know

If I make another move

there'll be no more turning back

Because everything will change

and it all will fade to black

If I make another move

if I take another step

Then it all would fall apart

There'd be nothing of me left

If I'm crying in the wind

if I'm crying in the night

Will there ever be a way?

Will my heart return to white?

Can you tell me who you are?

Can you tell me where I am?

I've forgotten how to see

I've forgotten if I can

If I opened up my eyes

there'd be no more going back

Cause I'd throw it all away

and it all would fade to black