Marcus' Gospel

[Verse 1: Hopsin]

I done lost myself again

I done lost myself in sin

I've been burned by selfish men

I've been died but held it in

I do not want hell to win

Life's cold, I done felt the wind

Could it be any clearer?

When I look in the mirror

I just see a jackass with a tail to pin

Me and my family ain't close

So I got some fame and went ghost

I am not paintin' a hoax

You can hear the pain in my flows

They say that life has it's ups and downs

But why do I stay in the lows?

I don't like Marcus, I don't like Hopsin

I am ashamed of them both

You see, all that I have is my money

I had no idea that this was coming

I fell into the stereotype of a rapper

I'm how they package a dummy

This is my reality I embrace

I look back and I can see my mistakes

I just wish that I could rewind the days

I honestly don't want to be out of place

I guess we gotta face

All these issues like this as a human sometimes

Yes, I am losin' my mind

If you ever come to that conclusion, it's fine

Don't ignore all of the proof and the signs

I made my bed, I'ma lay in it

The thought is as soothin' as wine

Now all need is a suit and a tie, I tried

[Chorus: Michael Speaks]

In my lowest times

I have failed to see

Sunny days are waiting

I'm in need of some company

God, please help this pain

'Cause I don't wanna ever see

This lonely road again

(This lonely road again)

[Verse 2: Hopsin]

Take it away, I want the peace, I want the happiness

I took a blindfolded shot, it was accurate

But in my heart I know I never asked for this

See, this life I'm in, it seem miraculous

Who knew I'd break a few bones when I tackled it?

It's been years and I still can't adapt to it

I cannot predict what my next chapter is

There's a hearse speedin' fast in the ashes and

I feel like I lay flat in the back of it

There's no love in my eyes, so look up in the sky

Bring me back like you did Lazarus

I can hear the devil whispering, "Come play!"

Injecting me softly with numb pain

My fingers are covered in blood stains

It's torturing I see in my son's aid

But one day, that will all change

When the fog strays, it's a lost page

That had blown away into the hallways

In the land where the wild dogs play

When you're confined into a small space

You will know that that's enough to cause rage

I'ma kick until the fuckin' walls break

I don't know what made me walk straight

Into this fire, my soul is burnin' quick

I've been told this isn't permanent

Growin' up, my father made a lot of mistakes

I do not know why I didn't learn from his

Can you direct me to where the furnace is?

I need to do away with pain that's lurkin' and

Maybe figure out what my new purpose is

All these bad vibes are so discouragin'

[Chorus: Michael Speaks]

In my lowest times

I have failed to see

Sunny days are waiting

I'm in need of some company

God, please help this pain

'Cause I don't wanna ever see

This lonely road again

(This lonely road again)

In my lowest times

I have failed to see

Sunny days are waiting

I'm in need of some company

God, please help this pain

'Cause I don't wanna ever see

This lonely road again

(This lonely road again)