歌词与中文翻译
Though we barely survived,
即使我们在艰险中求生
I never felt more alive
我也感到无比生机
I feel ashamed of where I’ve been
我对自己曾经的处境感到羞耻
…oh to be a motherless child, beat still my heart
失去母亲的孩子,我的心脏却还在跳动
Your weaknesses they vacation in my dreams
你的弱点在我的梦中浮现
and when I’m not sure if you’ll haunt me in my sleep…
此刻 我无法判断你是否在我的睡梦中回魂
I’ll know you’re there coursing through my veins
我会知道你在我的血液中奔涌
Try and starve the devil inside
挑战我身躯中的恶魔吧
Predisposition is I should’ve known better
我早该清楚我们的恶癖
We burn out dull out of spite
在恨意中我们燃烧殆尽
The family crest is our medication
家族纹章就是我们的药物
This bitter pill I’ve swallowed down
我所吞下的苦涩药片
is greeted by a oisonous smile, a calcified heart, a cancerous gut,
被一个恶毒的微笑 一颗如石般坚硬的心脏 一副癌变的肚肠迎接
the appetite to give up
放弃的欲望
Your weaknesses they vacation in my veins
你的弱点在我的梦中浮现
and if I’m not sure if I’ll see you in my dreams…
此刻 如果我无法判断我能否在梦中再见到你
I’ll stay up all night on the floor taking pills to keep me warm
我会清醒整夜 蜷曲在地板上吞下让我释然的药物
until I’m not sure I exist anymore
直到我再也无法确定我是否真实
But that’s just fine it’s who I am and I appreciate my pain
但这一切都没关系 这就是我真实的模样 我接受我的痛苦
because I never had a choice
因为我从未有选择的余地
It was you or nothing
你 或者孑然一身
And nothing can hurt me like I hurt myself
没什么能比自己更能伤害我