She Was My Universe

I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back

It's like that girl took half of my soul

She was my Universe

I gave her everything

That wasn't good enough

Now I'm alone

I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home

I'm so depressed

I don't got nothin' left

Not even a heart 'cause she made it explode

Late nights

Reminiscing about the past

I was so in love with the thought of her

So attached

I was so naive and I thought I could make it last

That was a mistake

It was over in a flash

Why did you lie?

You said you would stay

I don't know what I did to push you away

It was my fault for trusting a snake

It wasn't real

It was all fake

What am I now but a spirit that's hopeless

Living the rest of my days in a cage

I think that she put me under hypnosis

All I can feel now is sadness and rage

She got me my emotions

I was just someone she wanted to play

Now I'm so cold

I'm freezing, I'm frozen

And I'm convinced that I'm never gon' change

I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back

It's like that girl took half of my soul

She was my Universe

I gave her everything

That wasn't good enough

Now I'm alone

I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home

I'm so depressed

I don't got nothin' left

Not even a heart 'cause she made it explode

Left in the dark now

I'm floating in space

She disappeared without leaving a trace

Now she's a star that I can't help but chase

Now she's a song that's been stuck on replay

She's got no clue what she done to me

Ever since August

I've been in recovery

Everything happened so fast and so suddenly

All that could mean is that she wasn't in love with me

My planet was swallowed by black holes

This is my funeral, black rose

Edgy, emotional, black clothes

Finished with life I don't have hope

It's deeper than rap

But I'm more than a rapper

My story gets sadder

Just flip through the chapters

There's no happy ending

Just death and disaster

But that's no surprise

It's a similar pattern

I can't pull all the knives in my back

Dripping in blood

Every moments' my last

Cursed to revisit the times that we had

She was my universe

My other half

Now she's my memory

Part of my past

My mind is fragile

It's cracking like glass

Stuck in this phase

Always trapped in a trance

Hiding the real me under this mask

Gravity doesn't exist

If it did, then it wouldn't have let you go driftin' into somebody else's possession

I'm sick

You made so many moves that I couldn't predict

I was stupid and used

A fool for your tricks

I'm stuck in your shadow

A lunar eclipse

Now I'm in the Galos

An endless abyss

I'm hangin' on but I'm scared I might slip 'cause...

I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back

It's like that girl took half of my soul

She was my Universe

I gave her everything

That wasn't good enough

Now I'm alone

I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home

I'm so depressed

I don't got nothin' left

Not even a heart 'cause she made it explode

I lost my mom when I lost all that time and I can't help but cry when I'm losing control

I was the night

I was young

I was blind

If I said I was fine

That's a lie that I told

I'm in the skies

I'm so ready to die

This is my suicide letter that's written in gold

She picked a side and that side wasn't mine

It was packin' her shit up and hitting the road