Pieces

AirIng out

Airing out pieces of you

To replace the broken pieces of you

Airing out

Airing out pieces of you

To replace the broken pieces

This chapter of my life is finished

From the concrete grew a rose

Days feel like minutes, without you they just come and go

And even through betrayal, I believed in us, I still had hope

You tore me into pieces, what's left of me? A broken soul

I learned to put myself first, I had to push you in the past

I tried to slit my wrist, but God gave me a second chance

I survived your love, and now there ain't no lookin back

But I am only human, I have to make the image last

I searched pain in the poetry

All the lies that you told to me, made me finally realise you were finished and over me

Why was I so naive, so easy to manipulate?

So hypnotised by you, I mean I wasn't even thinking straight

You murdered who I was, you got blood on your hands that will never wash away, I hope you understand

You left me for the woos, you took the happiness I had

What happened to those promises, the future we had planned?

Airing out

Airing out pieces of you

To replace the broken pieces

Dealin' with the aftermath, brought me to my lowest point

When I close my eyes, I can see your face and hear your voice

I'm just tryna find way to heal myself and fill this void

There's no other option, no decisions left, I have no choice

Pressure creates diamonds, I redefine my identity

This music is my outlet where I channel all my energy

My peace is serenity, it's how people will remember me

I'll always be a part of you, i'll be your darkest memory

We were so toxic

Our love is chaotic

I turn to narcotics to ease all the pain

I couldn't just stop it

I could've just lost it

But through all the trama, i finally changed

**** all the drama

**** what I wanna

The feeling is gone and no longer the same

Everything could've been perfect but now you deserve to be lonely and living in shame

Thank you for leaving me, you never needed me, you would repeatedly tell me to stay

What did I see in you? I regret meeting you

How did I deal with you everyday?

What did I mean to you? I wish I was dreamin' you?

Now I'm so glad you aren't runnin' away

I should've listened when everyone told me that you weren't the one that i wasn't a phase

It was over before it started, no happily ever after

Endless conversations and none of 'em even matter

Every kiss was poison, n' losing you or cancer

I was too obsessed, I should've noticed all the patterns

Our fate is intertwined, it's just as lost as me

In Purgatory suffering or somewhere in between

You created distance so of course I'm out of reach

You got what you wanted, and that was a common thing

You could be replaced but first I need some time to ****ing breathe

I need space, my damaged brain is full of things I can't delete

I wrote this song about you even though I know it's obsolete

I can't put trust in someone else, that's one mistake I won't repeat

Airing out

Airing out pieces of you

To replace the broken pieces...