Heartbeat (Freestyle)

Tonight feels like the worst night of my life It's like the world is endin

Why can't I do one thing right

Except this form of self expression

Every breath I take is painful

Shit went left I lost direction

Now I'm left with nothing

Just a twisted lie and my reflection

**** a happy ending

This is real life, no fabrication

I wake up tired I wake up dead inside, I have no motivation

My mind and my body's devided

I just can't handle this seperation

Listen I can't even hide it

Every song I write's a contemplation

Yall know I come with the bars

Ink on my body to cover the scars

I light a blunt then I fly with the stars I'm in a world of my own

I'm on Mars

All of my secrets they tear me apart

Shit that you won't even see from afar

DRB I'll always be in the dark

This ain't no beat, it's the beat of my heart

Yeah, I ain't got nothin to prove

Yall know what happens when I'm on the track

I'm puttin nails in coffins

Y'all must have forgot, so lemme remind I'm back

Better than ever, but sadder than ever

Depression is tearin and makin me crack

Pull out December I'll make you remember those feelins you tried to leave in the past

I ain't pretendin I'm meetin my destiny

There ain't no savin me

Nobody's blessin me I don't make friends

I make money and enemies

And I'm still keepin a hidden identity I'm undercover, it's killin me mentally

My only medicine's makin these melodies

Pain in these verses is my only therapy

My only purpose is leavin a legacy

Tonight feels like the worst night of my life

It's like the world is endin

Why can't I do one thing right

Except this form of self expression

Every breath I take is painful

Shit went left I lost direction

Now I'm left with nothing

Just a twisted lie and my reflection

Bitch I'm what a prophet is

Yeah we're polar opposites

I'm losin my consciousness

My future is ominous

No one know me, just the old me I remain anonymous

I can't just erase my sins, I gotta face the consequence

Nothin's next, I reached the end

My time is up, don't cry for me

I gave it my best

But I just don't mesh with society

I lost myself entirely

Consumed by my anxiety

When I move on from all this ****en pain

I'll do it silently

I never accepted myself cause nobody else did, my life was a lie

I'm always hurtin myself when I'm all by myself

It's like I'm only waitin' to die

I've given up but I had a good run

Listen I swear that I tried and I tried

I just decided I'm sayin' goodbye

So if you need me look up to the sky

I'm gone