Epilogue

run

boy you’d better run

run from me

believe me when I tell you this

you just dodged a bullet

I’m just too much for anyone

for anyone

(Too much too much too much)

I either feel just nothing at all

cold as the stone,numb as you on your phone

or I just scald you

I fall hard and scald you

I come across malicious acrimonious

impulsive and abrasive

neurotic or straight up toxic

you name it

go ahead just name it

you see I can’t just fall in love,cause it’s a bad look

I’d just vomit all my thoughts to you

and shove it down your throat

would you take it

pls take it

no one could take it

just take it

sometimes I wish I couldn’t write a song

so I could turn my illness down instead of turn it back on

and make something people might enjoy

they’d cheer me on

so I took pride in my sentiments

I feed em good with attachment

they settled down in my apartment

they never paid the rent and I’m almost sure

they’ll never pay the rent and I’m falling short

so I took pride in my sentiments

I feed em good with attachment

they settled down in my apartment

they never paid the rent and I’m almost sure

they’ll never pay the rent and I’m falling short

I like ppl who are wise

ppl who are good

ppl who know things

I chase em round the town

but then it dawns on me

that I am never wise

I’m never good enough

I’ve been running like a fool and it’s cashing in

God damn I’m such a fool for thinking

I could win your love

your love

it’s embarrassing

I’m embarrassing

19 years I thought I was getting better

writing songs comparing love to the fire

then I realize I have never changed

maybe ppl do not ever change

it is what it is

I am who I am

you don’t owe me anything

I’m stuck at the age of 16