歌词
It looks like I found heaven
我好像找到天堂了，
It's on the tip of my tounge
就在我嘴边却说不出来。
And it reminded me of
这让我想起了，
Whoa, the times I was young
哇哦，我年轻的时候，
I'm catching rain in my open mouth
张着嘴迎接天上飘落的雨点。
I used to smile 'til the day I found out
我以前经常微笑，直到那天我发现，
I have no idea who the hell I've become
我根本不知道我变成了什么，
It's not who I was
这不是曾经的我！
It's not who I love
这不是曾经我爱的一切！
I wanna drown in a sea filled with novacaine
我想要沉身于安慰剂的海洋里，
I wanna burn on a beach where the sand
我想要在沙滩上燃烧，
As thousands of needles poking at my skin
那儿成千上万的沙子像针一样扎进我的皮肤。
I lie in bed to the sound
我躺在床上能听到，
Of the wolves at my door
门前狼群的动静。
They are speaking in tounges
它们说着狼语，
Oh, they join on my floor
哦，它们的脚步声越来越近，
I never thought it would come to this
我从未料想到事情会发展成这样。
Eyes more yellow than my own piss
它们黄色的眼睛，颜色比我的尿液还要纯正。
They're making rounds
它们兜着圈，
Just to even the score
只为复仇而来。
Just open the door
把门打开！
Just open the door
把门打开！
I wanna drown in a sea filled with novacaine
我想要沉身于安慰剂的海洋里，
I wanna burn on a beach where the sand
我想要在沙滩上燃烧，
Is littered with razorblades
沙子里被丢满了剃刀刀片，
Littered with razorblades, blades
丢满了剃刀刀片，刀片，
Littered with razorblades
丢满了剃刀刀片。
I can't hold on
我坚持不住了，
The path is clear
路已经很明显了。
I'm giving up
我要放弃了，
It's been building for years
已经积累了有年头了。
There's wolves at the door
门外有狼，
I won't hide here in fear
我不会恐惧的躲在这里。
Wolves at the door
狼就在门口，
I look at myself
我看看自己，
And the things that I've done
和我所做过的每一件事，
So away far from you
离你是那么的远，
We went into the sun
而我们曾如此亲密。
I forgave myself for all of my mistakes
我原谅我自己所犯下所有的过错。
When will I learn
什么时候我才会知道
When will I
什么时候我
When will I burn
什么时候我才会燃烧
我想要沉身于安慰剂的海洋里，
I wanna drown in a sea filled with novacaine
我想要在沙滩上燃烧，
I wanna burn on a beach where the sand
沙子里被丢满了剃刀刀片。
Is littered with razorblades
我放弃了那么多，
I gave up so much
所以属于我的时间才会到来。
So when my time would come
乌云终会吞噬，
The black clouds would swallow
冒着火焰的地狱入口。
This flaming Hell-hole
有时候我感觉到我要失去自己的灵魂了，
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my soul
但那至少那意味着，
Atleast that means
终究我还拥有着灵魂。
I still have a soul after all
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