Chaos & Piss

I thought that you were driving but you’ve given me the wheel

There’s rain clouds out there that you don’t wanna feel

Your anger’s like a razor blade it’s just to bloody real

I thought that you would be here though I just don’t get it

And I also feel things more than I should

I don’t relax very often as often as I could

I worry how the all thing looks it doesn’t look good

But I thought that you would be here no I just don’t get it

And being clear is too much for me, just like it does for you

And even though I want to, I want to

I don’t feel like coming down

No I don’t

I don’t feel like hiding out

So I won’t

I can’t turn the volume down

So I sit here in this chaos and piss

Watching the storm passing

‘Cause I’m beautiful

Right here it’s beautiful

I came all this way to be with you and you are already gone

If I was a good friend I could write this wrong

I’d kick away your crutches and make you walk on your own

I’d really thought you’d be here, I just don’t get it

Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole

I could go down with you

And even though I want to, I want to

I won’t

I don’t feel like coming down

No I don’t

I don’t feel like hiding out

So I won’t

I can’t turn the volume down

So I sit here in this chaos and piss

Watching the storm passing

It’s beautiful

I’m the willow tree and you can’t blow me over

And my roots go deep in anger and I wanna feel the wind

As it whips like a christmas I wanna be here

I wanna be here,

I don’t feel like coming down

No I don’t

I don’t feel like hiding out

So I won’t

I can’t turn the volume down

So I sit here in this chaos and piss

Watching the storm passing

Storms are beautiful

This life is beautiful

It is