歌词
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
早已厌倦了你期待我以怎样的蜕变收场
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
苍白的伪装下，是信仰丧失的灵魂
I don't know what you're expecting of me
不知你对我寄语了何种厚望
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
深层重压之下，依照你的轨迹，亦步亦趋，徒劳挣扎
Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow
挣扎于思维的激流，深陷囹圄
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我走的每一个步伐，于你而言，都是一种错误
Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow
挣扎于思维的浪潮，深陷囹圄
I've become so numb
我正逐渐变得麻木不仁
I can't feel you there
我没办法感知你的存在
Become so tired
我变得疲惫不堪
So much more aware
头脑却异常清醒
I'm becoming this
我正变成你所期望的模样
All I want to do
我所有想做的
Is be more like me
是更像我自己一点
And be less like you
而不是变得和你一样
Can't you see that you're smothering me
你的高压把我折磨的近乎窒息
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
紧握着拳头，恐惧与焦灼袭遍全身
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
你之前对我抱有的一切期望
Has fallen apart right in front of you
都分崩离析在你的面前
Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow
在思潮中挣扎着，拼尽全力想要脱身
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
我走下的每一步，于你而言，都是一个错误
Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow
在思想激流中挣扎,在思想激流中挣扎
And every second I waste is more than I can take
我所浪费和虚度的每一寸光阴，都无法挽回，只能白白溜走
I've become so numb
我愈发木僵了
I can't feel you there
情感钝化，没法感知你的存在
Become so tired
我筋疲力尽
So much more aware
头脑却异常清醒
I'm becoming this
我逐渐变成你最希望看到的样子
All I want to do
我所有想做的
Is be more like me
就是找回完整的自我
And be less like you
挣脱你对我的控制欲
And I know
我知道
I may end up failing too
最后我很可能会因失败而告吹
But I know
但我明白
You were just like me
你其实和我有着颇多相似处
With someone disappointed in you
你也会让别人陷入沮丧和失望，于你而言，我不也一样
I've become so numb
我愈发麻木不仁了
I can't feel you there
我感知不到你的存在
Become so tired
我筋疲力尽
So much more aware
头脑却异常清醒
I'm becoming this
我逐渐变成你所希望的样子
All I want to do
我所有想做的
Is be more like me
不过是变得更像自己一点
And be less like you
不再受制于你的束缚
Become so numb
可我对一切情感反应都淡漠至极
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
我早已厌倦了你期望我变成的那个样子
I've become so numb
我的心如死灰
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
早已厌烦了你对我的期冀
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