歌词
When this began
我真不敢相信我居然没有被啪啪打脸
I had nothing to say
当一切开始
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
我无言以对
I was confused
我迷失在了内心深处的虚无之中
And I let it all out to find
我曾深感困惑
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
企图寻找一切真相
Inside of me
我不是唯一有这种想法的人
But all that they can see the words revealed
在我内心深处
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
他们能觉察的一切竟是言语的展现
Nothing to lose
是我迷茫无助之时能感受到的唯一真实的东西
Just stuck,hollow and alone
没什么可以失去了
And the fault is my own
在围困之中挣扎，迷惘孤独
And the fault is my own
都是我的过错
I wanna heal,I wanna feel
全是我一个人的错
What I thought was never real
我想要得以治愈，我想要恢复情感
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
我不想活在充满幻觉的异常世界里
Erase all the pain till it's gone
我想要放下我所能感受到的一切痛苦
I wanna heal,I wanna feel
抹去所有的苦楚直到创伤痊愈
Like I'm close to something real
我要治愈创伤，我想要面对最最真实的感受
I wanna find something I wanted all along
就如同我亲历某些事情一样真实
Somewhere I belong
我想要找寻到我一直寻求的一切
And I've got nothing to say
何处是我的归属
I was confused
我只剩些只言片语
Looking everywhere only to find
我陷入迷茫，十分无助
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
我到处找寻
So what am I
却发现这根本不是我想象的那样
What do I have but negativity
所以我究竟是谁
'Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
除了消极沉沦于过往，我还有什么积极正面的东西
Nothing to lose
我没法求证是否每个人都用善意的眼光打量我
Nothing to gain,hollow and alone
无所谓失去了
And the fault is my own
一无所有，只剩虚伪与奸诈
And the fault is my own
都是我的错
I wanna heal,I wanna feel
全都因为我
What I thought was never real
我想要被治愈，我想要被需要
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
可我一直活在假象里
Erase all the pain till it's gone
我想要驱逐一直以来我承受的诸多苦难
I wanna heal,I wanna feel
让一切伤痛逝去，直至创口愈合
Like I'm close to something real
我想要得到救赎，我想要有所感知
I wanna find something I wanted all along
就像我亲历的那般真实
Somewhere I belong
我想要找到我一直以来都在坚守的那份执着
I will never know myself
何处是我的归宿
Until I do this on my own
我将永远无法了解自己
And I will never feel
除非我自己去求得解脱
Anything else until my wounds are healed
我将一直情感淡漠
I will never be anything till I break away from me
除非我的创口愈合
I will break away
除非我脱离自身，否则我将永远逃不出这苦海
I'll find myself today
我要砸碎这命运的枷锁
I wanna heal,I wanna feel
在今日获得重生
What I thought was never real
我想要被治愈，我想要被感知
I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long
我所有的想法都不切实际
Erase all the pain till it's gone
我想要抚慰一切哀愁
I wanna heal,I wanna feel
直到创口自愈，痛苦不再
Like I'm close to something real
我想要冲出抑郁的牢笼，从糟糕的情感钝化之中走出来
I wanna find something I wanted all along
然后，我将悟得生命的真谛
Somewhere I belong
我会得到我渴望的一切
I wanna heal,I wanna feel like I'm
何处是我的归属
Somewhere I belong
我不过想要得以治愈这病弱之躯
I wanna heal,I wanna feel like I'm
何处是我的归宿
Somewhere I belong
我不过想要重见光明
Somewhere I belong
何处是我的归属
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