歌词
Memories consume
记忆凋零
Like opening the wound
犹如伤口撕裂
I‘m picking me apart again
欲将我再次撕扯
You all assume
倘若假设
I’m safe here in my room
我固步自封、安之若素
Unless I try to start again
除非再度重来
I don‘t want to be the one the battles always choose
我也不想成为战争的人选
'Cause inside I realize that I’m the one confused
因我困顿迷茫，不知身在何方
I don‘t know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
我甚至不知为何要继续斗争、为何要在此呐喊
I don’t know why I instigate and say what I don‘t mean
我不明白为什么要煽动和鼓吹他人、说出些口是心非的言语
I don’t know how I got this way,I know it‘s not alright
我怎么了，怎么沦为这般模样
So I’m breaking the habit,I’m breaking the habit tonight
那么，今晚我将打破固有的一切束缚
Clutching my cure
若求治愈
I tightly lock the door,I try to catch my breath again
须守心房，而得喘息
I hurt much more than anytime before
堪比从前，我伤及了太多无辜
I had no options left again
无路可逃
I don‘t want to be the one the battles always choose
我不想成为总被战争选中的那一个
'Cause inside I realize that I’m the one confused
原来我是这般困惑迷惘
I don‘t know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
既不知晓继续斗争的意义，也不明白为何要在此呐喊
I don’t know why I instigate and say what I don‘t mean
我甚至不明白自己为何要煽动和鼓吹他人、说出些口是心非的话
I don’t know how I got this way,I'll never be alright
我怎么变成了这样，我或许永远都不会恢复了
So I’m breaking the habit,I’m breaking the habit tonight
必须做些什么，就在今天晚上，我要打破常规
I'll paint it on the walls
于墙刻下誓言
'Cause I'm the one at fault
避免再度深陷
I'll never fight again
我欲摒弃斗争
And this is how it ends
任它自己终结
I don‘t know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
还有什么作战的意义，还有什么呐喊的必要
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean
现在我知道该如何向你阐明意图了
I don’t know how I got this way,I'll never be alright
可我不知自己为何这样，似乎我将一直这样了
So I’m breaking the habit,I’m breaking the habit,I’m breaking the habit tonight
今夜，就在今夜，我将摆脱囚禁、打破牢笼、冲出黑暗、追寻光明
I don‘t know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream
还有什么意义值得继续斗争，还有什么意义值得再度呐喊
I don’t know why I instigate and say what I don‘t mean
为何还要煽动和鼓吹他人、说出些口是心非的鬼话
So I’m breaking the habit,I’m breaking the habit,I’m breaking the habit tonight
那么，今夜吧，没错，就在今夜，我将打破常规、冲出束缚、驱逐黑暗、奔赴光明
I don’t know how I got this way,I know it‘s not alright
我到底怎么了，为何沦为这般模样
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