Neverending December

Maybe if i tell you why

i can hear my own damn reasons

maybe if i take my time

then i can see the changing seasons

maybe if i knew my lines

you wouldn't see me up here hardly breathin‘

maybe if i changed my mind

i wouldn't feel my message freezin’

but i admit

i confess

i surrender

i forgive

i forget

i remember

i re-live

i regret

i re-enter

into this neverending december

maybe if i don't look down

then i can be a tightrope walker

maybe it all comes around

and i can gain what's owed to my father

maybe if i play this hand

i can blow this thing wide open

but maybe you won't understand

and i should leave these doubts unspoken

but i admit

i confess

i surrender

i forgive

i forget

i remember

i re-live

i regret

i re-enter

into this neverending december

the neverending december