歌词
[Ayo Before I start this song man
嗨，在我唱这首歌之前
I just want to thank everybody for being so patient
我只想谢谢那些一直耐心等待的人
And baring with me over these last couple of years
还有这些年来宽容我包涵我的人
While i figure this shit out
在我把这破事儿解决掉的时候
Is anybody out there?
有人在外面吗？
It feels like im talkin to myself
这感觉我是在自言自语
No one seems to know my struggle
似乎没有人知道我的挣扎
And everything i come from
还有我的过去
Can anybody hear me??
有人能听我说说话吗？
It guess I keep talkin to myself
我猜我一直就是在自言自语
It feels like im going insane
我感觉我快疯了
Am I the one whose crazy?
是吗？
Yeayah
耶呀
Woah wah
喔哇
Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh)
喔哇（噢噢噢）
Woah wah
喔哇
Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)
喔哇（噢噢噢）
So why in the world do i feel so alone
究竟是为什么我感到如此孤单
Nobody but me, i'm on my own
只有我，我独自一人
Is there anyone out there
有人在外面吗？
who feels the way i feel
有人和我有过似曾相识的感觉吗？
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one(?)
如果有的话让我进来让我清楚我不是唯一一个孤独无助的人
I went away I guess to open up some lanes
我走了，我想是为了开辟新的道路
But there was no one who even knew what I was going through
但是这里甚至没有一个人知道我过去经历着什么
Hatred was flowing through my veins
愤恨的血液充斥着我的静脉
On the verge of going insane
我濒临疯狂的边缘
I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne
我都快写歌diss Lil Wayne
It's like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was gettin'
可能是因为我嫉妒他得到太多的关注
I felt horrible about myself
我为我自己感到恐慌
He was spittin and I wasn't
他的事业冲上云霄，但是我却没有
Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it
任何有过那种感觉的人都会明白（不知道怎么翻）
Almost went at Kanye too
这也几乎快攻击到Kanye
God it feels like im goin' psychotic
天我感觉我真的快得神经病了
Thank god that I didn't do it
谢天谢地我终究没这么做
I would of had my ass handed to me
不然我肯定会处于一个很窘的状态
And I knew it but proof wasn't here to see me through it
我知道这些，不过proof没能在这儿帮我渡过难关
Im in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it
在录影棚里我不断嗑药想要说服自己
Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin people for no reason?
你傻了吗？你怎么莫名其妙要去diss别人？
Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even
特别是在你连一个不错的笑话都写不出来的时候
You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying
你这是在自欺欺人，你是在慢性自杀，你在拒绝你在否认…
Your health is declinging with your self esteem, you're crying out for help
你的身体一步步被你自尊心所残蚀，你大喊着想要呼救
Is anybody out there?
有人在外面吗？
It feels like im talkin to myself
这感觉我是在自言自语
No one seems to know my struggle
似乎没有人知道我的挣扎
And everything i come from
还有我的过去
Can anybody hear me??
有人能听我说说话吗？
It guess I keep talkin to myself
我猜我一直就是在自言自语
It feels like im going insane
我感觉我快疯了
Am I the one whose crazy?
是吗？
Yeayah
这句好难翻！
So why in the world do i feel so alone
究竟是为什么我感到如此孤单
Nobody but me, i'm on my own
只有我，我独自一人
Is there anyone out there
有人在外面吗？
who feels the way i feel
有人和我有过似曾相识的感觉吗？
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one(?)
如果有的话让我进来让我清楚我不是唯一一个孤独无助的人
Marshall you're no longer the man, thats a bit of a pill to swallow
Marshall你不是个男人，那种感觉就像难以下咽的药（这句没弄懂）
All I know is some wallowin(?), self-loathing and hollow
我所知道的就是你在自我厌倦，极度虚伪中迷失
Bottoms up of pill bottle maybe i'll hit my bottom tomorrow
嗑完瓶里的药或许明天我就会跌落谷底
?
问号卖萌?
But I must be talkin to the wall though
然而我应该还是在对墙自诉
I don't see nobody else ( I guess I keep talkin to myself)
我看不见任何人（我猜我一直在自言自语）
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know
但我所知道的是其他这些说唱歌手都太差劲了
I've turned into a hater, i've put up a false bravado
我变得愤世嫉俗，我带着虚假威势的面具
But Marshall is not a egomaniac thats not his motto
但是Marshall不是个不可救药的自大狂，那不是他的座右铭
HE's not a desperado he's desperate its startin to bottle inside em
他不是无赖，他仅仅是绝望这感觉开始在他内心打转
One foot on the brake one on the throttle
他一脚踩着刹车一脚踩油门
Fallin asleep with writers block in the parking lot of mcdonalds
无数日日夜夜在麦当劳的停车场带着写不出来歌的无奈睡着
But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it
但不要再为自己感到遗憾，行动起来
Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough
承认你自己有了问题，你内心阴云满布，你长期绷着个脸
It isn't them its you you fuckin baby
这不是他们的原因，这是你丄，他妈的是你自己造成的
Quit worrying about what they do and do fuckin shady
不要再担心他们会做什么，好好想想自己吧
I'm fucking going crazy
我他妈快疯了
Is anybody out there?
有人在外面吗？
It feels like im talkin to myself
这感觉我是在自言自语
No one seems to know my struggle
似乎没有人知道我的挣扎
And everything i come from
还有我的过去
Can anybody hear me??
有人能听我说说话吗？
It guess I keep talkin to myself
我猜我一直就是在自言自语
It feels like im going insane
我感觉我快疯了
Am I the one whose crazy?
是吗？
So why in the world do i feel so alone
究竟是为什么我感到如此孤单
Nobody but me, i'm on my own
只有我，我独自一人
Is there anyone out there
有人在外面吗？
who feels the way i feel
有人和我有过似曾相识的感觉吗？
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one(?)
如果有的话让我进来让我清楚我不是唯一一个孤独无助的人
So I pick up myself off the ground and fuckin slam before i drown
所以我重新站起来了，在我快溺死之前给了自己狠狠一击
Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around
要度过难关太难我试着两次冲出困境希望这次可以成功
It's different them last two albums didn't count
这次是不同的，前两张专辑没什么意义
Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing em out
出Encore的时候我还在嗑药，Relapse的时候我已经戒清
I've come up to make it up to you no more fucking around
我会向你们补偿，不再瞎混日子
I've got something to prove to fans I feel like i let em down
我在做点什么向我的fans证明自己因为我感觉我让他们失望了
So please accept my apology I finally feel like im back to normal, I feel like me again
所以接受我的道歉，我最终觉得我是恢复正常了
Let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who dont know
让我正式向那些不了解我的人重新介绍我自己
The new mes back to the old me and homie I don't show no
全新的我回来了，兄弟，我不再会让你们失望
Signs of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over no mo
什么放弃什么堕落都不会再有了
My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos
我的生活不再像电影一样戏剧性，但是还是在继续
I'm back with a vengeance homie weezy keep ya head up
我复仇回来了！我的兄弟Weezy重新站起来
TI keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up
T.I.站起来，Kanye站起来
Don't let up, keep slayin em
不要停下来，继续奋斗
Rest in Peace to DJ AM
安息吧 DJ.AM
Cause I know what its like
因为我知道那是个什么感觉
I struggle with this shit every single day
我每天都在和这烂事儿抗争着(上面提到的DJ.AM吸毒过量猝死在家中)
Is anybody out there?
有人在外面吗？
It feels like im talkin to myself
这感觉我是在自言自语
No one seems to know my struggle
似乎没有人知道我的挣扎
And everything i come from
还有我的过去
Can anybody hear me??
有人能听我说说话吗？
It guess I keep talkin to myself
我猜我一直就是在自言自语
It feels like im going insane
我感觉我快疯了
Am I the one whose crazy?
是吗？
So why in the world do i feel so alone
究竟是为什么我感到如此孤单
Nobody but me, i'm on my own
只有我，我独自一人
Is there anyone out there
有人在外面吗？
who feels the way i feel
有人和我有过似曾相识的感觉吗？
That there is then let me in and let me know im not the only one(?)
(这句不翻！纪念我做Stan的第一年，希望这个也能像Em一样得到救赎)
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