歌词
I didn't ask for this life, I was born in it
我本不求此生，但还是来到了这个世界
I'm alive but my soul died, I'm just mourning it
我还活着，但我的灵魂不在了，我在哀悼它
I got everything I ever wanted, yet I
我得到了我想要的一切，但我
See the world moved on and slowly left me behind
看着这世界继续前进，慢慢地把我抛在后面
Saw my ex's pregnant now, damn should of been mine
看到我的前任怀孕了，那本应该是我和她的孩子
Thought she was the one for me, it hurts me still, I can't lie
她曾是我的命中注定，其实现在想起还是很痛，
Saw my friends settle down, turn to husband and wives
看着朋友们都安定下来了，成为了丈夫或妻子，
And starting family's, I've watched them all from the side
开始了家庭生活，我在一旁默默看着这一切
It's like they found the thing I search for
他们好像找到了我要一直在寻找
But never could find
但却一直找不到的东西
And no one told me success will leavе you empty inside
没有人告诉我成功反而会让内心空虚
When no onеs there to share it with, **** how careless was I
当无人可以倾诉时，我才知道自己交友不慎
To not noticed them using me, ones who swear they would ride
为不让我察觉他们在利用我，他们甚至发誓会和我同行到最后
Until the end, I've hit the end and now they're no where in site
直到我已经走到了最后，才现在他们早已不在
I'm so mother****ing lonely and there's no where to hide
我太孤单了，无处可躲
I have struggles, they're aware, yet they never tried to see if I'm fine
他们知道我很挣扎，但却从未关心过我过得好不好
How much can I take?
我还能承受多少？
Lost along the way
我在路途中迷失了
I'm still lost, still lost
我怅然若失，情绪低落，
I'm not the same
我不再是曾经的我
How long can this wait?
我还要等待多久
I'm about to break
我快崩溃了
I'm still lost, still lost
我心灰意冷，迷失自我
I'm not the same (Same)
我不再是曾经的我
I didn't ask for the life, I was brought in it
我不想要这样的生活，但却陷入了其中
I still feel alone despite my big audience
尽管我的听众很多，但我仍然感到孤独
I know they say that time is supposed to heal
我知道他们说时间会治愈一切
But all time ever did was show me time isn't real
但时间对我所做的一切都告诉我它并不能真的治愈
All my "Let's just be friends" aren't my friends anymore
那些说过“让我们做朋友吧”的人都不再是我的朋友了
Those who used to check on me, never check anymore
那些曾经关心我的朋友，也不再问候了
Wonder if they'll come and see me, when I'm out here on tour
想知道当我出去巡演的时候，他们会不会来看我
Or will they see the ad for it, laugh and leave it ignored?
或者他们会在看到我的广告时，笑了笑然后把它忽略？
Not like I need them 'cause we know I made it the farthest
他们其实不需要我，因为我们都清楚是我让距离越来越远
At times I wanna finish on the path we have started
有些时候我想在我们开始的道路上结束
I'm heartless, 'cause I'm owed apologys that I'll never get
我的确很无情，因为我永远得不到那些欠我的道歉
I'm tryna forgive myself and burn away my regrets
我试着原谅自己并烧掉那些遗憾
No one left, feels like I'm losing control
彷佛没人离开，我感觉我快要情绪失控了
I swear this winter's about to be cold
我知道这个冬天将会很冷
People tell me that I'm winning, when I already know
人们告诉我我赢了，其实我知道的
The only issue is I hate that I'm winning alone, damn
唯一的问题是我讨厌赢的时候孤身一人
I'm tired, I'm tired
我累了，我倦了
I'm tired of being alone
我厌倦了孤独
How much can I take?
我还能承受多少？
Lost along the way
我在路途中迷失了
I'm still lost, still lost
我怅然若失，情绪低落，
I'm not the same
我不再是曾经的我
How long can this wait?
我还要等待多久
I'm about to break
我快崩溃了
I'm still lost, still lost
我心灰意冷，迷失自我
I'm not the same (Same)
我不再是曾经的我
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