歌词
Uh, uh
uh uh
Mh, mh
mh mh
They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
他们甚至不知道
I'm dealing with trauma
我在处理伤痛
It's become a part of me
它已经成为我的一部分
They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
而他们甚至不知道
I have PTSD
我患有创伤应激障碍
A pain that'll never leave
一种永不离去的伤痛
They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
他们甚至毫不知情
That my heart doesn't beat
不知情我的心脏早已不跳动
I'm tryna find a remedy
我在想法补救
They don't even know (No)
他们毫不知情
That I could hardly sleep (Yeah)
以至于我彻夜难眠
Because I see you in my dreams
是因为在梦中我与你相见
Yeah, always see you in my dreams
yeah 总是梦到你
I think I need to wake up
我想我要醒过来
I just wish I could move on
只是希望能向前看
'Cause I don't wanna stay stuck
只因我不想停留在原地
The voices in my head's loud
脑海中的声音很吵闹
They never seem to stay shut
它们似乎从不保持缄默
Overthink 'til I can't sleep
一直瞎想 瞎想 直到难眠
Paranoid, so I stay up
我偏执 我熬夜 我难以入睡
Always lost in my thoughts again
总是一次又一次迷失在我思绪中
Showcase my pain to my audience
把苦痛展示给观众
Watch me rise 'til I fall again
看我东山再起 缺又名落孙山
Hate my mind 'cause it's fraudulent
我讨厌我的思绪 因为它狡诈
Always swimmin' in doubt
总是徜徉在怀疑中
I can't ever get out of it
却难以从其中释怀
Women want me for clout
女人想要我的影响力
Now I'm raising my walls again
如今我又高高筑起城墙
Biggest fear's blowing up
潜伏已久的恐惧将要爆发
Before reducin' the trauma
在那之前 创伤还不会减少
'Cause all of that added stress will only add to the problem
因为那些额外的压力 只会添多问题
I got a lotta money
我有一笔钱
It doesn't fix anything
却无济于事 弥补不了什么
Want someone to love me, 'cause
我想被人爱啊
Then that would mean everything
因为那会代表着 我是她的一切
Always feeling high
总是情绪高涨
And then I'm feeling down again
之后又情绪低迷了
Tryna find the source
试图找到这一切的源头
Don't know what the problem is (Ye-yeah)
不知道问题所在
Why am I alone?
我为何又孤身一人呢
And, lost the ones I started with
还丢掉了与我开启爱情长跑的人
They don't even know
他们甚至不知道
That I'm getting tired of this
我早已厌倦了这一切
They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
他们毫不知情
I'm dealing with trauma
我在治疗创伤
It's become a part of me
它依然是我的一部分
They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
而他们毫不知情
I have PTSD
创伤应激障碍
A pain that'll never leave
从不会离我而去的一种伤痛
They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
但他们甚至都不知道
That my heart doesn't beat
我心脏早已不会跳动
I'm tryna find a remedy
试着找寻补救
They don't even know (No)
他们毫不知情
That I could hardly sleep
我几乎难以入睡
Because I see you in my dreams
因为梦里我见到了你
Yeah, my left arm's filled with tattoos
yeah 左臂满是纹身
When really those are just scars
它们都变成伤疤时
I got 'em during bad moods
那就是我心情很差的时候
Or whenever life was hard
亦或是生活充满艰辛的时候
Always used a distraction
总是分心
From all the pain in my heart
来源于心底的所有疼痛
Never found satisfaction
从未找寻到舒适满足
From getting paid for my art
从我的作品中获得报酬
It's a ridiculous trade-off
这只是一种荒谬的取舍罢了
That only seems to worsen
那也仅仅趋向更糟糕
'Cause money doesn't pay off
因为金钱没回报
When you're a broken person
那时你浑身伤痕 破碎不堪
It hurts when some people think
别人想起你时 你会心痛
My music's music itself
我的音乐就是音乐本身
When really it's my diary
其实它确实是我的日记
I literally cry for help
我真的会大声呼救
I'm overlooked, I'm disregarded
被无视 被忽视
I'm insecure, I'm broken-hearted
没有安全感 心碎个稀巴烂
I feel unsteady, the pressure's heavy
没坚持下去的理由 压力太大了
I'm getting tired of bein' an artist
做个艺术家 太让我厌倦了
Need rehabilitation, a reset from all of this
从这一切中恢复过来 需要康复
I'm at the point of breaking
我已处在崩溃的顶点
When's the end to all of this?
这一切 又何时会结束呢
Always feeling high
总是情绪高涨
And then I'm feeling down again
却又后来跌入情绪的深渊
Tryna find the source
试图找到源头
Don't know what the problem is (Yeah)
不知道问题所在
Why am I alone?
我为何又是孤身一人呢
And, lost the ones I started with
还丢掉了和我开启这一切的人
They don't even know
他们甚至不知道
That I'm getting tired of this (O-oh)
我已厌倦了这一切
They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
他们甚至不知道
I'm dealing with trauma
我在处理创伤
It's become a part of me
它依然是我一部分
They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
它们甚至毫不知情
I have PTSD
我有创伤应激障碍
A pain that'll never leave
一种从不会离我而去的伤痛
They don't even know (Ye-yeah)
他们甚至不知道
That my heart doesn't beat
心脏早已不会跳动
I'm tryna find a remedy
我试着补救
They don't even know (No)
他们也毫不知情
That I could hardly sleep
我彻夜难免时
Because I see you in my dreams
只因我在梦里与你相拥 luv lxh
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