歌词
I’ve been having a hard time adjusting
我曾历经了断艰难的适应期
I had the shiniest wheels
我本拥有最耀眼的齿轮
Now they’re rusting
可如今却锈迹斑斑
I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back
我并不知晓 倘若我重新奔赴于你 你是否还在乎
I have a lot of regrets about that
因为我已无尽悔恨与懊恼
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
将车停靠路旁 给守望人保管
Could’ve followed my fears all the way down
沿路来 它伴随着我内心的恐惧行驶着
And maybe I don’t quite know what to say
或许我并不知道自己该说些什么
But I’m here in your doorway
但如今我就站立于你的家门口
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
They told me all of my cages were mental
他们曾告诉我 我的心灵被监牢羁绊
So I got wasted like all my potential
所以我将无限机遇荒废
And my words shoot to kill when I’m mad
当我勃然大怒时 我言语便咄咄逼人
I have a lot of regrets about that
我也因此心怀无尽悔恨与懊恼
I was so ahead of the curve
我已遥遥领先
The curve became a sphere
却最终回到了起点
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
被同学们遗忘于脑后 我终是止步于此
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
全心皆尽向一个陌路人吐露
But I didn’t pour the whiskey
但我却并未为他斟满威士忌
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
At least I’m trying
至少我也正努力着
And it’s hard to be at a party
倘若我感觉自己犹如无遮蔽的伤疤
When I feel like an open wound
对于我而言 派对无需多提
It’s hard to be anywhere these days
这段时间 外出闲逛也是如此艰巨
When all I want is you
当我唯独渴望得到的只有你
You’re a flashback in a film reel
你就犹如电影胶片里的闪回场景
On the one screen in my town...
投影于我心灵镇的屏幕上
And I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
I just wanted you to know
我只想让你知道
That this is me trying
我为此正付出着 努力着
At least I’m trying
至少我也正努力着
Written by Taylor Swift and Jack Antonoff
© 2020 TASRM Publishing, administered by Songs Of Universal, Inc. (BMI),
Sony/ATV Songs LLC / Ducky Donath Music (BMI)
All Rights Reserved. Used By Permission.
Produced by Jack Antonoff and Taylor Swift
Recorded by Laura Sisk at the Kitty Committee Studio (Los Angeles, CA), Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio
(Brooklyn, NY) and Laura Sisk and Jack Antonoff at Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and Conway Recording
(Los Angeles, CA) Assistant Engineering by John Rooney and Jon Sher
Mixed by Serban Ghenea at Mixstar Studios (Virginia Beach, VA) Engineered by John Hanes
Mastered by Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound (New York, NY)
Live Drums, Percussion, Programming, Electric Guitars, Keyboards, Organ, Bass, Background Vocals by Jack
Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY) and Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and Conway
Recording (Los Angeles, CA)
Saxophones, Keyboards by Evan Smith at Pleasure Hill Recording (Portland, ME)
Strings by Bobby Hawk, recorded by Lorenzo Wolff at Restoration Sound (Brooklyn, NY)
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