歌词
Ain't nobody ****in' with me like they used to
所有人对我态度转变
Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you
坐在车里一把搭过你
I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right
思维受限，头绪混乱
Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right
陷入梦魇，无法安眠
I just want them to treat me like they used to, ayy
想让他们待我如初
I just want something real that I'm used to, yeah
想要一切重归正轨
I just want them to treat me like they—ayy, ayy
只是想让他们—
I just want something real that I'm—yeah, yeah
只是想要生活—
Went from no one to someone, at least I thought so
从一事无成到名声大噪，至少我这样想
Stuck up in a bad dream, watching front row
怎么也逃不出的噩梦，坐在前排观赏
People warnin' me that everything is gonna change
人们告诉我时间会改变一切
Never thought that it would be in the worst way
却不曾料想事态会越变越糟
Life goin' up and goin' down at the same time
人生的大起大落只在一瞬间
Suicidal thoughts creepin' up in my mind
脑子里自杀的欲望愈发强烈
Drug dealer, pocket reaping the benefits
毒贩们赚得盆满钵满
Only thing I ****in' had to get me through this shit
唯一所坚持的帮我度过困境
I've been stripped of all I had, man
我已经一无所有了，兄弟
Lost relations with my dad, damn
我和父亲断绝了关系，淦
Lost relations with the fam', damn
和好兄弟们没了联系，淦
Lost touch of who I am, sad
甚至丢掉了自我，真可悲
I'm out seekin' peace like I'm seekin' air to breathe
选择逃避追寻宁静，就像深吸口气得以喘息
Pray to a God that I never thought I would believe
向神祈祷，即使其不曾为我所信
Grant me serenity for all the things I cannot change
赐予我平静，让我接受所有无法改变的事
Wisdom to know that what I can ain't the same
赐予我智慧，让我明白今时已不同往日
Ain't nobody ****in' with me like they used to
所有人对我态度转变
Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you
坐在车里一把搭过你
I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right
思维受限，头绪混乱
Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right
陷入梦魇，无法安眠
I just want them to treat me like they used to
想让他们待我如初
I just want something real that I'm used to
想要一切重归正轨
I just want them to treat me like—uh, ayy
只是想让他们—
I just want something real that I'm—uh, yeah
只是想要生活—
All my life, I've been waitin' 'til the time right
一直以来，我都在等待时机成熟
Waitin' for the shade of light that make me shine bright
希望等来一束光，让我变得闪耀
Day turn to night, yeah, weeks turn to months
白天到黑夜，日复一日度过数月
Wishin' I could press the pause button just once
多想按下暂停键，哪怕就一次
Hidin' in the bed tryna catch up to the front
躲在背后却想要跻身前列
Everything I lack, I make up for it when I stunt
炫耀的一切是为弥补曾经所缺
More *******, more money, more drugs, more honeys
女人，金钱，药物，越来越多
More stuff, the more I want it, more I feel I'm ****in' stuck
欲望变得更大更强烈，却越发现受其牵制
(I get by)
（我在想办法）
Goin' through the motions, ****in' barely even growin'
机械般度日，总是在原地踏步
(I get high)
（我喝醉了）
Hidin' all in my emotions, never change, I'm stuck posted
掩藏情绪，从未改变，我静静呆着
(I get by)
（我在想办法）
What a lame excuse to keep doin' what I do
为保持现状，找了个多么无力的借口
(I get high)
（我喝醉了）
Wastin' my shine and that's the ****in' truth
荒废了我的才华，这就是TM的现实
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