Dead Gardens

Years on years too long

I thought I had this

I thought I had this

Self made hell I'm in a shell

With all my sadness

With all my sadness

Is this worth it

You're not perfect

I'm not perfect

Maybe all we are

Are kids counting shooting stars

(Now make a wish)

Give me back my hearth

(I'll always regret giving it to you giving it to you)

'Cause yesterday we had it all

I never knew how far we would fall

All of our flowers grew up these walls

But they don't grow here anymore

No they don't grow here anymore

Buried in dead gardens

This all ends in arson

I'm stuck with what we had

Why can't we just go back

Are you worth it

It's not perfect

We keep our enemies (in our beds)

So we've learned to sleep (with eyes open)

Violent lives ending in violence

This is not a dream

I'll never sleep again

'Cause yesterday we had it all

I never knew how far we would fall

All of our flowers grew up these walls

But they don't grow here anymore

No they don't grow here anymore

Why can't we just go back

What scares me is living

'Cause dying is easy

I think that you forget that time is unforgiving

I see your life in still frames

In retrospect no respect just regret

Our worthless games

Who the **** are you to tell me not to look back

My mind goes pitch black

So keep me a promise

Promise me we'll never be those kids who learned to love their chains

And please stay always

Don't leave me in this disgusting place

Watering these dead gardens alone

'Cause yesterday we had it all

I never knew how far we would fall

All of our flowers grew up these walls

But they don't grow here anymore

No they don't grow here anymore

No they don't grow here anymore

No they don't grow here anymore