From the Bottom of My Black Heart

Where do I begin

I have a side of me that's darker than you can imagine

I never thought I could feel this way

You were the one I thought I'd never betray

The distance is growing

I hope you know you're only lying to yourself

The resistance you've been showing

I hope you know you're only lying lying

I am filled with hate

Deep down and now it's awake

Don't dream of me

I'll be the one to bring you to your knees

But you wouldn't feel the same

If I told you everything

How the puppet stands without the strings

I liked you better as the voice in your head

And with all this pain and all that's here is novocaine

And I don't want to feel anything

I liked you better as the ghost in your head

I'm sorry I'm not good enough

Taking advantage oh I'm fed up

Step back

I'm above you now

All of the broken vows that every time you bow down

I'm sorry I'm not good enough

Taking advantage oh I'm fed up

Sometimes I remember why I am the way I am

It's people like you that show me that love is a shame

I'm not your safe haven

It's your world that's about to cave in

I hope you know you're only lying to yourself

I hope you know you're only lying lying

I hope you know you're only lying to yourself

You're only lying lying

I hope you know you're only lying to yourself

I hope you know you're only lying to yourself

But you wouldn't feel the same

If I told you everything

How the puppet stands without the strings

I liked you better as the voice in your head

And with all this pain and all that's here is novocaine

And I don't want to feel anything

I liked you better as the ghost in your head

So if you wanted a monster

Then have I got a treat for you

You've been telling me I'm evil

And I'm beginning to believe it's true

I've kept him a secret

I've kept him chained up in the dark

But now he's going to

Destroy you

And I mean it......

From the bottom of my black heart

I will destroy you

I will destroy you

I promise you from the bottom of my black heart

I will destroy you

I will destroy you

I promise you from the bottom of my black heart