歌词
Apologies in advance jealousy ensues but I choose to understand
妒忌和道歉接踵而来，我照单全收
I sip slow think slower
在啜饮之中慢慢思考
Cause people love to judge, when they barely even know ya
旁观者似乎总乐于在一无所知的情况下对你指指点点
I'ma say that again, I sip slow think slower
思绪不断放空，我依旧在啜饮
Because people love to judge, even when they barely even know you
为什么周遭一切即使未窥全貌仍然可以断然评价
When I was 7 used to rock soldiers
在我七岁那年，我习惯了看“岩石战士”动漫
Hotboys heard it poppin from the Nolia
Hotboys的声音从白玉兰地传来（美国的说唱乐团）
I need a project chick from the corner,
于是在那个季节project chick成了我的必需品（project chick是Hotboys歌曲之一）
cousin had a friend she was like 10
表妹当时有个看起来大概十岁的朋友
Even then I used to buy her blow pops from the corner
在那时我总是会给她买上一些棒棒糖
Valintine cards, milk money by tha quarter
情人节贺卡，风月俏佳人（电影），那是独属于我们的时间
Fast forward, now it's dumb girls Henny by the 5th. 20 pump 6 condoms and recorders
时间不断推移，现在身边有的却只是会“吹气”的傻妞、六个避孕套和录音机
*********** outta spite kinda sorta,
画面转移，逃离那些该死的恶意
got engaged now I'm thinkin bout a daughter
在订婚以后，我开始想着要一个女儿
Spend a lotta time even tho I can't afford her,
尽管知道我可能负担不起她的日常开销
please keep it coming with the brown water
但让一切都像棕色的水一样慢慢的到来吧
Please (oooh) back when I had plans of being HOV,
计划中的事物也会渐渐地被提上议程
wanted floor change for the quarter-waters
相信总有一天我也能从一楼爬上顶层
When I was naive to these things,
当我对这些事情保持天真的时候
I really wanna follow what my heart shares
当时当下唯一的想法就是从心出发
Money ain't a thing, until it's not there
钱不代表一切，总有一天会全部散尽
And ***********es ain't ***********t till you need a queen,
山里能飞出金凤凰
and ***********s all the same till you meet a king
王侯将相，宁有种乎
You know whatchu need when you dead broke
当你身无分文的时候你才知道自己到底需要什么
You know what you want when you see the dreams
也只有在真正触底看见自己理想的那一刻才能够清晰心中所想
All I wanna do is be the best me
终其一生只想要变成最好的那个
All I wanna do is be the best me
我偏要走出属于我自己的八英里
All I wanna do is be the best me
九局下半帽子反戴打出一记全垒打
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
哨声响起在欢呼声中拿到我想要的，实至名归的
Upset drunk on a late night, 2 shots out from a drake life
深夜喝得烂醉如泥，两声枪响把我拉回现实
*********** I remember those days when I used to bump, Day 'N' Nite
至今我还记得那些从早到晚日夜颠簸的日子
Scott said I was on my own, since then I been on my own
Scott说我只能靠自己，从那以后，一个人白手起家
Nah ***********
披荆斩棘
Nah ***********
摸爬滚打
I ain't neva had a *********in handout,
没有人提醒我该如何做
a bunch of mistakes in my past now I'm tryna stick to a plan route
数不胜数的错误在我的过去出现，可如今我只想心无旁骛地朝着目的地奔进
But that's life my ***********, sometimes ***********t just don't pan out
但是我的伙计，生活就是这样啊，我们总能无功而返
Lately I've been trying bite my tongue,
最近我开始试着保持沉默
dog I've been in a fight so long, so long, so long, so long, so long.
内耗，内耗，不断地自我内耗
With Myself
和自己挣扎
Mirror, mirror on the wall why is it always an act to attack on myself ?
镜子啊镜子，或许你能告诉我为什么我总在伤害自己吗？
I could use a little slack, for the wealth
为了所谓的财富，我开始学着努力让自己变得松弛一些
But I'm too afraid to ask for the help
得道多助，失道寡助，可我还是害怕寻求帮助
Still attached to the past,
依然对过去保有留恋
and it's felt like way too strong I don't ever wanna wait too long
这种过于强烈的感觉让我如坐针毡
But I know if I hold on, know you've grown,
但我知道只要保持专注，总能涅槃重生
go and get your dough baby
去吧，拿下本该属于这的一切
Hold on know you wrong, just don't lose your soul baby
明了错误继而全神贯注，永远不要丢掉自己的灵魂，宝贝
Hold on don't you know, love won't ever fall baby
坚持下去，难道你不知道吗，爱可永远不会东升西落
Killing my, killing my, killing myself bet I could use some sound maybe
或许只有音乐能救我于水深火热
All I wanna do is be the best me
终其一生只想要变成最好的那个
All I wanna do is be the best me
我偏要走出属于我自己的八英里
All I wanna do is be the best me
九局下半帽子反戴打出一记全垒打
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
哨声响起在欢呼声中拿到我想要的，实至名归的
Step up in this *********** like, look at what the cat dragged in
现在站在舞台，看看是谁进来了
Used to call my crushes on my momma's house phone,
曾经用老妈家的电话拨打喜欢的女生号码
13 and younging thought I had it mapped back then
年轻的时候就自以为已经把未来的蓝图描绘好
I'mma be rich as ***********, lemme bring tha racks back in
我将会富得流油，把自己曾收到的折磨返还
Had to keep me motivated in a city full of traitors, drug dealers, blood killers
努力让自己在一个满是叛徒，毒贩，杀人凶手的城市里保持动力
Keep it old-fa***********oned, (two choices) I'ma be my own captain
坚守还未落伍的传统，这次做自己这艘小船的船长
Robert Frost Theory, *********** never had siri
罗伯特·弗罗斯特理论，带我重返自然
Thank God for the vision, that was brought back then
偶尔也感谢上帝，让我梦回到了那个年代
No new phone, I'm just done with all the acts my friend
不再需要新手机，学着把所有的戏码收回
You ain't adding to my life, then you're subtracting
明白你并没有给我生活带来什么，只是在让我不断的失去
You ain't gotta hit my jack or put the buzz back in
也不必再给我打电话让我烦心
*********** hold the phone, caught up in the late night
拿着手机，赶上深夜的脚步
Can't stay for the day ma, had to catch a red-eye have a safe flight
一刻也不能再等待，立即搭上那趟红眼航班
20/20 tunnel vision through the hate my, intuition got me feeling like Draymond
穿过憎恨的井蛙之见，直觉让我感觉自己像德拉蒙德
Circumstances I been slippin over fakeness
时常觉得自己被虚伪蒙蔽
No patience, but I think I think too much (still)
不再抱有耐心，我想是因为我顾虑太多
I think I lack confidence (still)
也许我缺乏自信
I think I want prominence, dominance good logic and common sense
也许我需要不错的领导力、支配力以及逻辑和常识
But that starts with me
但一切的开始也都源于这样的我
All I wanna do is be the best me
终其一生只想要变成最好的那个
All I wanna do is be the best me
我偏要走出属于我自己的八英里
All I wanna do is be the best me
九局下半帽子反戴打出一记全垒打
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
哨声响起在欢呼声中拿到我想要的，实至名归的
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