why, or why not

To get my happiness

I had done everything,

But had done nothing

to be blamed and accused of.

The sound of footsteps became

louder everyday,

Then I noticed the fact

there was no time.

I was a believer in life

to be myself always,

And was asking whether

I would be alive.

Give me a reason why not

to adopt in this way,

or judge me to be guilty

too many incurable sins.

Tell me why, or why not.

Complaining way too much,

maybe I overlooked something

fatal for me

The whole world was

at a complete stand still,

and I was in fetters,

at the mercy of the mob.

The silent warning became

louder every day.

Then I kept pretending

not to hear.

Its meaning had been in the eyes

of beholder all along.

It had grown dark before

I found a sign.

"Among the nonsense tragedies,

what on earth you are looking for?

You only have to be honest to

yourself and you own fate."

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Tell me why, or why not.

Complaining way too much,

maybe I overlooked something

fatal for me

There is nobody who knows

there will be nobody

Except for me,

all the world has gone mad.

So what is forgiveness

you are willing to withhold?

What is the well-being

you are willing to make?

Now what? So what?

Don't you come interrupt me,

oh please,while I am interrupting myself.