歌词
And all this time, I thought you were a lover, not a fighter
一直以来 我只把你当成爱人，而不是战士
I'm both
我两者都是
I've got layers
这是有层次的
You were doing something nice
你一直做的很好
it's just that sometimes, when people do nice things for me
只是有时候，当别人真心待我时
I short circuit. Maybe I'm not used to it
我会一时短路，可能是不习惯吧
Maybe I'm scared of getting hurt, or being rejected for being myself
可能我只是害怕被伤害，或者自我否定
I should have told you about Chuck
我应该告诉过你关于查克的事
But I lied
但我其实说谎了
And instead I threw you this party that you didn't even want
相反 我硬让你参加这个你不想去的派对
Why did you?
为什么
Something is very, very wrong with me
我觉得有什么地方出现了问题
Like there's this darkness in me that's overwhelming sometimes
这种黑暗有时几乎难以抗拒
And I don't know where it comes from
我不知道它从何而来
But I think that's what makes me do these crazy things
但是它让我近乎疯狂
Like...
就好像。。。
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