歌词
I never meant to make it such a mess
我不是故意搞出这个烂摊子
I never thought that it would go this far
我从没想过事情会变成这样
So I just stand here sorry
我只能在这里苍白地道歉
Searching for something to say
尽力想 能说点什么
Something to say
说点什么
Words fail words fail
要如何说 要如何说
There's nothing I can say
没什么可以说的
I guess I thought I could be part of this
我猜可能是因为 我觉得自己可以融入这里吧
I never had this kind of thing before
我过去从来没拥有过这样的生活
I never had that perfect girl
我从没拥有过这么美好的女孩
Who somehow could see the good part of me
她不知为何 能看到我的好
I never had the dad who stuck it out
我从没拥有过这样专一的父亲
No corny jokes or baseball gloves
没有老掉牙的笑话 或者棒球手套
No mom who just was there
没拥有过一直守候的母亲
'Cause mom was all that she had to be
因为她不用为生活奔劳
That's not a worthy explanation
这不是什么有用的解释
I know there is none
我知道也不会有
Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done
什么都解释不了 我为什么做出了这一切
Words fail words fail
要如何说 要如何说
There's nothing I can say
没什么可以说的
Except sometimes you see everything you wanted
除了有些时候你看到了你想要的所有美好
And sometimes you see everything you wish you had
有些时候你看到了你梦中也想得到的美好
And it's right there right there right there
这美好就在那里 就在那里 就在那里
In front of you
触手可及
And you want to believe it's true
你希望这些美梦都是真的
So you make it true
所以你就让美梦成真了
And you think maybe everybody wants it
你还会想着 说不定每个人都想要呢
And needs it a little bit too
每个人都想要 哪怕一点点 也好
This was just a sad invention
这就是个糟糕的想法
It wasn't real I know
它也不是真的 我知道
But we were happy
但是我们多开心啊
I guess I couldn't let that go
我就想着 我不能让它消失
I guess I couldn't give that up
我就想着 我不能放弃它
I guess I wanted to believe
我就想着 我相信它是真的
'Cause if I just believe
因为只要我相信
Then I don't have to see what's really there
我就不用看到 真实的一片狼藉
No I'd rather pretend I'm something better than
我宁愿假装自己强过这些
These broken parts
破碎的残片
Pretend I'm something other than
假装自己不是那个
This mess that I am
没用的自己
'Cause then I don't have to look at it
因为这样我就不用看到真相
And no one gets to look at it
没有人会注意真相
No no one can really see
对 没人会真正看到
'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake
因为我已经学会了如何踩下刹车
Before I even to turn the key
在我转动钥匙之前
Before I make the mistake
在我犯下错误之前
Before I lead with the worst of me
在我让我最糟糕的一面展现之前
I never let them see the worst of me
我从未让他们看到过 最糟糕的我
'Cause what if everyone saw
因为如果大家看到了
What if everyone knew
如果大家知道了
Would they like what they saw
他们会喜欢他们看到的吗
Or would they hate it too
或者他们也会讨厌他
Will I just keep on running away from what's true
所以我只好努力逃避 离开现实
All I ever do is run
我所做的只有逃避
So how do I step in
所以我要如何才能
Step into the sun
踏进阳光
Step into the sun
踏进阳光
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