PROM / KING

歌词
This remind me of before we had insomnia
这让我回想起当年不会失眠的日子
Sleepin' peacefully, never needed a pile of drugs
安稳的睡不需要靠那一堆安眠药
Everybody was college-bound, no dollar amounts
所有人都准备去上大学,不为钱苦恼
In God we trust, senior year my prom ain't had no party bus
高三那年我的毕业舞会甚至没有排队巴士
My cousin hit me on Facebook, like "What shorty you takin'?"
我表哥在脸书上找我:“你要带哪个小妞去舞会”
I'm lyin', I'm playin', I'm sayin',
我开始撒谎,我开始伪装,我说
"I got one to take," and I'm waitin' on her response
“我找到了一个”其实我在等她的回复
Wrote her a 3 page letter, it's 3 days later,
给她写了个3页的情书,3天后
Never hit me back, she broke my heart
她仍未回复,伤透了我的心
So now he IM'ing me s*it like, "Yo' is shorty bad?"
现在表哥私信问“长得漂亮吗?“
I pretend not to be depressed, she never wrote me back
我假装自己并不伤心,但她没有回复我
I hit him back like "Yo', well **** her, it's on to the next"
我答道”不管了,反正后面还有更好地“
I wrote that message thinkin' I'm awkward,
我写着这条信息心里贼尴尬
Prolly' would never have ***
可能这辈子都不会有机会了吧
You know in high school, 16 you prolly late
你知道在高中,16岁都算晚了
My cousin hit me back, "Don't trip, bro. I got you a date."
我表哥回复“别担心兄弟,我给你找了个美女”
So he sent me this link to some girl I had never seen
然后他给我发了个没见过的女孩的脸书
He said to call and tell her "Walter sent you, you with me."
他说“告诉她是walter介绍的”
I think about it for a minute, like what's his intentions?
我想了想表哥的动机
I mean, we never really got along or used to kick it
因为我们从来都没有关系很好,甚至有时疏远
In fact, if I remember vividly, he picked on me
事实上,假如我记得没错的话,他曾经针对我
He used to beat me up and take my sneakers every family visit
打我,甚至在每次家庭聚会的时候偷我的球鞋
I'm skeptical to let her know I'm Walter little cousin
我有点不愿意让那个女孩知道我是walter的表弟
What if this s*it all a joke, then again, what if it wasn't?
这一切都是恶作剧吧,但假如不是呢?
Would I really risk the chance of me potentially f****n'
我真能放弃一个可能上了
On some stranger daughter
不认识的小妞的机会吗?
'Cause I barely know if I can trust him?
就只是因为我不知道自己能不能相信表哥?
Prolly not
可能不会,我要抓住机会
I finally called her, tell her Walter sent me, "My name Tahj"
终于我打给了她,告诉她我和walter的关系,“我叫Tahj”
She asked me what's the color scheme that we gon' wear to prom
她问我“我们应该穿什么颜色的衣服去舞会?”
I'm actin' like I'm not excited, tryna play it off
我假装自己不兴奋,强装镇定
"So what's the car we're takin'?"
“所以我们开什么车去呢?”
"Worst come worst, my mom can take us"
“实在不行的话,我妈可以带我们”
I'll call Walter, thank him,
我告诉walter,感谢了他
He said don't trip and just wear black
他说“别紧张,黑色的衣服挺好的”
He said she cool and they go back,
“她是个好人,我们很早之前就认识了”
If any problems, send him back
“假如有任何问题,和我联系就好”
I never had to, but now we're in tune
我并没有联系walter关于任何问题,但是我们仍保持联系
He Facebook messaged me like, "Sorry not to be a nuisance..."
他脸书上问我“不想让你扫兴”
But he like 30 dollars short on all his prom suit s*it
但是我准备舞会还需要大概30刀
I'm like, "I got you, cuz. That's the least that I can do."
我说“没问题老哥,这是我能做的”
He tell me send him the addy and he'll slide after school
他让我给了他个地址,下课他就来
I'm like, "Ok, bet," never knew where he stayed at
我说“没问题”,但我从来不知道他平时住哪儿
He walked down the street, hella surprised,
他从街道走来,很震惊
"This where y'all place at?"
“原来表弟你们住这儿?”
Uncle Carl, Auntie Deborah, my cousin Rena
Carl叔叔,Deborah阿姨还有表妹Rena
And I'm surprised too, my family knew, kept this a secret
我也很震惊,原来我的父母并没有告诉walter我们家在哪儿
Me and cuz stay down the street, living different lives
walter和我住在同一条街的两头,过这不同的生活
Everyday he on the bus, me, I get a ride
他每天只能搭巴士,我有人能开车送我
I gave him 30 on the porch, he never went inside
在门廊前给了他30刀,他并没有进我的家门
He tell me, "Thank you," then he walked back home with a smile
他说“谢谢”,然后笑着走回家了
He tryna hide it, but I see his dimple
他似乎想掩饰,但是我看到他的酒窝
I'm thinkin', "Damn, that transaction was simple"
我在想“wok,这交易真简单”
I'm talking s*it, I know he hoop,
我想闲聊两句,知道他打球
I'm like, "Aye, where the rim, bro?"
说“有机会投两球不?”
He like, "Tomorrow, if you free,
他说"明天,假如你有时间
You prolly weak as s*it, tho."
但是你太弱了lol“
I know my brother not
但是我知道我哥哥很强
So all 3 of us went to the park
所以我们三个一起去公园
And ran some ****** off the court
连续得分把别人打的没机会上场
I'm hella passive, I was passin',
我很消极,一直在传球
I ain't have to score
不需要去得分
The next day the prom, I couldn't sleep, I stayed up
第二天就是舞会了,我睡不着,熬夜着
My granddad gave me a condom then walked away, didn't say nothin'
爷爷给了我一个套就走开了,什么也没说
She hopped out of her car and said that her name was Jada
我约的女孩从车里走出,说她的名字是Jada
My heart's racin', I'm focused, I'm tryna keep it playa
我的心跳开始加速,集中注意力,想保持镇定
Gave her the croissant, or corsage
给她了个我都不知道叫什么
Or whatever the **** my mom handed me
我妈妈给我的东西
And said, "Now put it on her hand, Malik", family ties
“放在她的手上吧”,好像是什么家庭传统
My grandfather taught me how to tie up a tie
爷爷教我怎么打领带
'Cause my dad lived in NY
因为我把在纽约不在家
That's prolly why I was shy, so self-conscious
可能正因如此我内敛,并过度自我检讨
Took pictures on the porch,
在门廊拍了照片
And then we headed for the prom and
我们就去了舞会
Walter went on prom the same day, but to a different place
walter也在这天去了舞会,不过在另一个地方
So he text me like, "Cuz, this the spot.
他私我“老表,咱们等会
Let's meet up later
在这个地点集合
And bring Jada through," prom flashed, I kept it cool
带上Jada”,舞会一闪而过,我整场保持镇定
We show up to the function where she brought a change of clothes
我们去了那个afterparty,jada带了一身换的衣服
I'm lookin' around like, "Damn, I don't know nobody"
我左右张望,发现谁都不认识
We at this party out West and Jada left to get dressed
我在芝加哥西边这个排队,Jada去换衣服了
I'm fakin' like I'm sendin' text
我假装自己在玩手机
Some stranger get really close,
几个陌生人开始接近我
I swear that I hear his breath
我发誓我都听到了他的呼吸
Then he put a knife to my neck
然后一把刀顶在我的脖子上
Gave me the run down like, "Jada my sister
他给我通牒“Jada是我妹妹
And if you hit her, **** her,
假如你上了她,打了她
Make her miss ya, I'ma kill ya!"
让她想你,我都会杀了你”
At this point, I'm just exhausted
在这一刻,我已经筋疲力尽
Wonderin' where the ****'s Walter
想着walter究竟去哪儿了
He shows up like 30 minutes after our altercation
在这个争分过后30分钟他出现了
I never mentioned it to him, he kinda overprotective
我并没有把这件事告诉他,因为他很护短
And I know if I tell him,
假如我告诉了他
That he'll beat this *****'s skull in
他回去打爆那个人
Turn his body a skeleton, and our night'll end terrible
把他变成一副尸体,然后这个夜晚无法安稳收场
I exhale and say, "**** it", and I just chose to let it go
我吸了口气,算了,不管这件事了
Said you're used to getting everything your way
画外音“你的生活从来都顺风顺水
This not how that happens this time,
这次可不是这样了
Just gotta **** with your boy?
你非要和我们闹事吗?”
Walt went to St. Louis, had a full ride for his hoopin'
walter去了华大圣路易斯,拿到了篮球奖学金
Him and his coach got into it,
他和他的教练起了争执
Now he back home doin' music, aye
他退学回家做音乐了
I was at Columbia, a damn near straight A student
我去了哥伦比亚大学,成绩几乎全a
I had one B in a hip-hop class,
在一个嘻哈课上拿了个b
I thought that s*it was stupid
只是因为我觉得那门课教的很蠢
He transferred to Robert Morris, always living down the street
walter转学去RM大学,就住在我那条街上
My class let out at 2:40 and his class let out at 3
我2:40下课,他3点下课
Mama asked me where the hell I been and where the hell I be
我妈问我“去哪儿了,我要去哪儿?”
"I'm with Walter, mom, I'm safe" I keep walkin' in here late
“我和walter在一起,老妈,我很安全”,每次夜出晚归
I might fall off in your bae, I get girls now, I get laid
可能去找你的妹子,我也开始夜夜笙歌
I get caught up followin' Walter, I'm a product of my age
跟着walter被抓了,但我是这个时代的产物
He talk to erry' girl in downtown Chicago
他能和任何在芝加哥市中心的妹子搭讪
Wingman, I cannot fly though
我是他的wingman,尽管我不能飞
He was in Cal with Impala, he was that ***** in the party
他在加州和Impala一起,他是派对的明星
Awfully popular for someone that they barely mention
作为一个毫无名气的人过分的炫耀
Plus we from the part of city that they barely mention
而且我们来自那个毫无名气的城市街区
Just logged into Twitter
刚登上推特
And somehow we was barely mentioned
我们也是毫无名气
We signed our names on the open mic list
我们把名字写在公开MC的名单上准备表演
And then they skipped us
然后他们跳过了我们
And then they skipped us again like a week later
一周之后又跳过了我们的名字
Like, obviously this f****n' host can't read the paper
呵,这个主持人就是个sd还不识字吧
Hella' intimidatin', the big guy didn't have to flex
walter的身材本身看起来就很强硬
So Walter walked to the host and said,
所以他直接霸道的走到主持人面前
"This the name you callin' next"
“这是你下一个要交的名字”
Bullied our way to the stage and then overstayed our welcome
霸凌着上了台,还超时滞留在台上
An apple never get too far from the tree that it fell from
一个苹果永远会掉在那棵苹果树旁边
Just like my father tryna do music and hope I make it
就想我爸想做音乐,我也正在尝试
Walter joined me for the journey said the city waitin'
walter也开始我一起,宣称整个世界都在等我们去**
PIVOT
转换剧情
Walter invincible, dodged death like a mad magician
walter仿佛不死之身,像魔术师一样躲避着死亡
More times than a mathematician
次数甚至多于一个数学家
I'm in LA workin' on Bucket List Project,
我在洛杉矶制作我的音乐
I get a call and get a fishy feeling
突然听到一个电话,心生怀疑
Normally Walt joke on the phone, this time he over serious
平时他都会在电话上开玩笑,这次他过分严肃
My heart droppin', I'm like, "Yo, what is it?!"
我的心沉了下来,“到底怎么了?”
He say he with T.Y on the highway
他说和Ty在高速上
And some ****** just tried to kill him
然后一群人想杀了他
Emptied the clip on the car,
整节**都打光在车上
But somehow they didn't hit him
奇迹般地没有打到walter
Sometimes I f****n' hate Chicago, 'cause I hate this feelin'
我开始厌恨芝加哥这个城市,因为我讨厌这个感觉
Innocent ****** get shot at, in the broad day, the A.M
无辜的人在光天化日下被枪击
I asked him for a play-by-play of how their whole day went
我详细地问他当天的行程是怎么样的
He said he went to XSport, and they ran a full court
他说两人先去打了会儿篮球
And I can not retort without
我不停地想
Thinkin' that this can't be the reason
这不可能是原因吧
"So what else you do? What about Ty? Is he still cool?
“所以你还干什么了?ty怎么样了?
Where were you on your way from,
你们从哪出来的?
And where you on your way to?"
要去哪儿?”
He say he just left for dinner at a friend crib, and that's it
他说“他们刚从朋友家里吃完晚饭出来
He say "Ty don't do s*it but smoke, honestly Saba, that's it"
ty什么都没在做,现在只能不停抽烟,Saba就这样吧”
Give him sympathy, another case of mistaken identity
同情,显然这又是一个被认错人的**
The news prolly' gon' run this,
新闻可能说是
As two gangs from different streets
两个不同接到的帮派
Police questionin' him like he just shot at a trooper
警察盘问walter好像是他开的枪
My boy walked away unharmed, and we did Lollapalooza, yeah
我的兄弟险中逃生,我们开始疯狂庆祝
6 months pass by, everyday we celebrate, everyday a better day
六个月,我们每天狂欢,每天都是更好的一天
I just dropped Bucket List, Walter 'bout to drop a tape
我刚发布我的Bucket List Project,walter也要发个混音带
Everything goin' perfect, couldn't paint a better way
一切完美地进行着,甚至不能计划的更好
PIVOT gang is on the way, we just sold out Lincoln Hall
Pivot Gang我们的团队茁壮成长,刚刚在Lincoln Hall有一场售罄的表演
Then I went to talk to Sway
还上了Sway电台
I got back home and got back on it,
我刚回到家就开始继续工作
'Cause Walter was doin' tour dates
因为walter正在安排我们的巡演日程
Sendin' me links to songs that he made, Kid Cudi,
发给我那些他做的歌,Kid Cudi的
We are not ridin' no waves, aye
我们才不是跟风粉
Grandma made us blanket plates,
祖母给我们盘子
We played 2K, that's just a day before
我们在打2k,这是事发前一天的事情
Fatimah got a show tomorrow, he text me, "Aye, we in that hoe"
fatimah明天有个表演,他短信我说“我们太火了!”
I went to the barbershop, the first thing the next mornin'
第二天早上我去了躺理发店
Then I got up with Legit, we supposed to do some recordin'
接着和Legit一起准备去做些录音
10 minutes into this session, I got a call from a number
刚进入10分钟,突然收到一个电话
That I don't got saved, but I answer anyways
没有名字的号码,但是我还是接了
She says, "Hello, Malik, have you or Squeak
她说“malik,你和squeak
Talked to my son today? He was just on the train."
和我儿子在一起吗?他刚刚在轻轨上”
We got in the car, but we didn't know where to drive to
我们疯狂冲进车里,但不知道该开去那里
**** it, wherever you are my *****, we'll come and find you
***,无论你在哪儿,兄弟我都要去找到你
Just another day in the ghetto
这是在贫民窟的又一天
Oh, the streets bring sorrow
街头带来的悲伤
Can't get out today with their schedule
从来不能安稳度日
I just hope I make it 'til tomorrow
我只希望自己能活到明天
I just hope I make it 'til tomorrow
我只希望自己能活到明天
I just hope I make it 'til tomorrow
我只希望自己能活到明天
I just hope I make it 'til tomorrow
我只希望自己能活到明天
I just hope I make it 'til tomorrow
我只希望自己能活到明天
I just hope I make it 'til tomorrow
我只希望自己能活到明天
专辑信息
1.BUSY / SIRENS
2.BROKEN GIRLS
3.LIFE
4.CALLIGRAPHY
5.FIGHTER
6.SMILE
7.LOGOUT
8.GREY
9.PROM / KING
10.HEAVEN ALL AROUND ME