歌词
Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out
盛满我的肺，掏出我的心
Peel my bones away
最后将我的骨头剥去
Crack my window, shed my shadow
打碎我的心墙，摆脱我的倒影
Excavate my pain
最后将我的痛苦发现
If I could read the world my notebook
如果我能读懂这个世界
And these thoughts in it
和写满我想法的本子
Would they judge me
他们是会批判我
Or love me for what I've written?
还是喜爱我，关于我写的一切
Tryna get closer to spirt that enters the body
想探视我的身体，离我的心灵更近一些
It's the vessel like I'm not in it
但我总是苦恼完不成这个夙愿
In fifty-something years, I won't be here
再往后推五十年，我已离开这世界
There'll be a kid
取而代之的小男孩
With some headphones covering his ears
脑袋上戴着耳机
Walking 'round a hallway, dreaming of ideas
沿着走廊，听着歌曲神游
Find himself in the sound
想在音乐中找自己
'Cause music is a mirror
因为音乐是明镜
What you looking for? What you headed towards?
你追寻的是什么？你要朝哪种未来前行？
What's your name worth when they mention yours?
当别人提到你，你的名字是否有所价值？
When you leave here, are you stepping forward?
当你离开当下，你是否会放下前进的心？
Can you remember your intention
是否能铭记初心
When they question yours?
在他们质疑你的时候？
They're gonna question yours
他们质疑你的存在
They're gonna question yours
他们也质疑你的选择
I've been at rock bottom and I'm headed North
我曾历经低估，我曾固执向北
If you don't love yourself
假如连自己都不爱自己
What's the respect for?
尊重从何而来？
If you don't love life
假如你不热爱生活
The check won't correct yours
最后的最后你会一败涂地
Excavate
挖掘自己
Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out
盛满我的肺，掏出我的心
Peel my bones away
最后将我的骨头剥去
Crack my window, shed my shadow
打碎我的心墙，摆脱我的倒影
Excavate my pain
最后将我的痛苦发现
And I found peace
从容的脚步
And I found peace
稳定的情绪
And I found peace
和平静的心
I had this vision of my death
我幻视过自己的死亡
Surrounded by people I love and respect
那是被热爱尊敬着我的人环绕的景象
And the baby blue Cadillac hearse
还有深蓝色的卡迪拉克灵车
Pulling me 'round the block that I rep
拉着我缓缓驶过我的街区
The greatest fear that
一直以来内心深处的恐惧
I've ever kept is dying with regrets
不过是带着遗憾死去
Like was I just alive for success
我是为了名利而活？
Or did I leave a better life for the rest?
还是在余生把生活过的更好
My greatest achievement isn't the dollars
我最棒的成就不是赚的美刀
My greatest achievement isn't the followers
不是追随着我的歌迷
My greatest achievement isn't the accolades
不是受到的赞美
My greatest achievement is my daughter
而是我的女儿
Waking up in the morning, being a father
美好的生活不过是清晨，作为一个父亲
Watching the light kiss her eyelids
看着雏日照射她脸颊
Hearing her sing along to Chance
听着她的歌声载她外出
And being like, "yeah, that's my kid"
“哇，这是我的女孩儿”，尽是满足的语气
The light started to glow
日光渐热
And the saxophone funk called-train started to blow
《Coltrane》萨克斯的旋律传了进来
Tender, laying in the snow, turn on my headphones
缓缓躺下，戴上耳机
Couple miles to go before I run out of road
还有一阵子的路要赶
Excavate
发掘内心
Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out
盛满我的肺，掏出我的心
Peel my bones away
最后将我的骨头剥去
Crack my window, shed my shadow
打碎我的心墙，摆脱我的倒影
Excavate my pain
最后将我的痛苦发现
And I found peace
从容的脚步
And I found peace
稳定的情绪
And I found peace
和平静的心
And I found peace
我找到了平静
And I found
我找到了
Hold me up into the light
让我沐浴在光下
And study every part of me
研究自己的全部
I'm an open book, no, I don't mind
我是一本待阅读的书，不，我不介意这么讲
But sometimes I'm hard to read
尽管有时候这书难以理解
Just flesh and bone, I'm headed home
肉和骨组成的身体，踏上归途
But this life is so hard to leave
生命的美好，我无法割舍
But who am I when they cut the lights
当镁光灯移去
And nobody's watching me?
没人再阅读我，那么我又是谁？
Hold me up into the light
让我沐浴在光下
And study every part of me
研究自己的全部
I'm an open book, no, I don't mind
我是一本待阅读的书，不，我不介意这么讲
But sometimes I'm hard to read
尽管有时候这书难以理解
Just flesh and bone, I'm headed home
肉和骨组成的身体，踏上归途
But this life is so hard to leave
生命的美好，我无法割舍
But who am I when they cut the lights
当镁光灯移去
And nobody's watching me?
没人再看我演唱，那么我又是谁？
Gemini
双子星座（马克莫和女儿的星座都是双子）
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