歌词
We got that bad love
我们，心生间隙
But it taste like medicine
却感到良药苦口
I never had love, so I learned to settle quick
这第一次恋爱...我得做个了断
I guess I never thought I'd have to choose
我猜道，自己一定没想过这一天的来临吧
Between paradise and you
在幸福和你之间抉择
I still creep on your 'Gram, oh
我依然在Instagram上关注着你
See you with you and your man, oh
看着你和那个陌生男人亲近
And I scroll and see the pictures you deleted
看着你，清除了我们之前的所有
Like the history ain't happen
我和你的那些事儿呵~
Long as we cannot see it
素昧平生，不曾相识
Getting back is insanity and we repeat it
回到过去，虽不切实际，然必然之举
Mama said we need counseling
妈咪说我们需要别人来劝慰
But I can't reason with the terrorists
但我和那些恐怖分子（指尚存的残念）说不清呵！
Oh, this is embarrassing
这真是叫人为难
You ain't Cinderella
你既不是灰姑娘
Ain't no pumpkin turning into fuckin' carriages
也没有南瓜变马车的该死戏码！
You create a narrative, people ask me
你在叙说着自己的事儿
"Where's she been?"
别人就来烦我啦：“她去哪了呀？”
Santa packin' now
圣诞老人整装出发，给她送去礼物
She's living back out at her parent's crib
她回她家去了
Fight, break up, we fuck, we fight
争执，分手，我们爱过，也打过
Break up, you know the deal
分手吧，事实就是这样的
Vent friends and tell them
和朋友们倾诉者，细数事实
"It's the last time, I'm for real"
“讲真，我不会再这样下去了”
You text me, then the next thing you know
你给我发了条短信，接下来你们都懂的
I'm behind the wheel
我坐在方向盘后，停下车
Pull up, you in the backseat thinking
和你翻云覆雨
This will help us heal
觉得这可以治疗彼此之心伤
There's no use for you texting my phone
你不必再发来短信
Got FOMO the minute I walked to the door
那时，我好像成了社交控，忍不住想看看你的动静
Can't get in the gate because I changed the code
而你却进不来，因为我已换了房门密码
Now you can toast to the love
所以你可以向我们的爱情献上杯酒（指爱情之终结）
We don't make anymore
不会再和好
We got that bad love
因爱生恨
But it taste like medicine
但这何尝不是另一种治愈呢？
I never had love
我从未体会过爱的甜蜜
So I learned to settle quick
所以我得赶快搞定
I guess I never thought I'd have to choose
我猜道，自己一定没想过这一天的来临吧
Between paradise and you
在幸福和你之间抉择
And now I'm free, I'm free, yeah
现在我自由啦...
I'm free, yeah, and now I'm free, yeah
身心不受束缚
(And now I'm free)
（我自由了）
I'm back on the "Why didn't you text me?
我还在回想：“为啥你不联系我了？”
Back on the "Shit, I was busy"
想着：“哎呀，我很忙的呀~”
Back to us raising our voices
回忆着我们提高音量
Back on that nobody's listening
回忆着我们互相排斥
Back to those horrible choices
回忆着那些可怕抉择
Back on you moving back home
回忆着你回到自己家
'Cause I would rather live in Hell
而我，更愿活在地狱
Than get comfortable sleeping alone
而不是一个人在家睡大觉
Back to that lying deception
回忆着我们互相撒谎
Back to the self-will
回忆着你我各抒己见
Back on that "Well, she don't do it
回忆着：“那好吧，她就这样吧
And I know that somebody else will"
而其他人终将会取代她的位置”
You cheated, I cheated, you cheated
我们互相欺骗着，也被彼此伤害着
I cheated, I mean it
说真的，咱俩，不就是这样么？
Please, Father, forgive us
天父，请你原谅我们
The dirt that you've done and the secrets that
你干的那些破事，和我们藏着的秘密
We swept up under the rug that are gonna die with us
将伴随我们进入天国，不会有人知悉
And I should've kept the ties so many times
妄想做个了断
That I finally gave up on the scissors
最终只是放弃
We are both sinners if we both lie to ourselves
我们成了撒谎者时，不知不觉中，自己已成了罪人
That is just selfish, that isn't commitment
那是自私，不是献身
I try to hold it in, I try to hold it in
我尝试着紧握
Numb to it all and ignoring it
却麻木到忽视
I'm just searching where the closure is
我只想使一切停下
Going in circles, not noticing
堕入循环，无法绕出
But in my heart, I know I'm not over it
在我心中，纠缠不休
We got that bad love
我们，心生间隙
But it taste like medicine
可知是否是良药苦口？
I never had love
我从未体会过爱
So I learned to settle quick
我得做个了断
I guess I never thought I'd have to choose
我猜道，自己一定没想过这一天的来临吧
Between paradise and you
在幸福和你之间抉择
And now I'm free, I'm free, yeah
现在我自由了
I'm free, yeah, and now I'm free, yeah
我解脱了
(And now I'm free)
（我终于自由了）
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