Stronger Than I Was

You used to say that

I’d never be nothing without you

And I believe I’m striding the roads

I guess I can’t breathe

Just lay here with me, baby

hold me please

And I beg and I plead, drop to knees

And I cry and I’d scream, baby

please don’t leave

Snatch the keys from your hand

I would squeeze and you’d laugh

And you’d tease

you’re just fvcking with me

And you must hate me

Why do you date me if you say I make you sick?

And you’ve had enough of me

I smother you

I’m ’bout to jump off the edge

But you won’t break me

You’ll just make me stronger than I was

Before I let you

I bet you I’ll be just fine without you

And if I stumble, I won’t crumble

I’ll get back up and uhhh

And I’mma still be humble when I scream fvck you

Cause I’m stronger than I was

A beautiful face is all that you had

Cause on the inside you’re ugly, man

But you’re all that I love

Aggressed, you can’t leave

Please stay here with me, baby

hold me please

And I’d beg and I plead, drop to knees

And I’d cry and I’d scream, baby

please don’t leave

Cause you left and you took everything I had left

And left nothing, nothing for me

So please don’t wake me from this dream, baby

We’re still together in my head

And you’re still in love with me

Till I woke up to discover that that dream was dead

But you won't break me

You'll just make me stronger than I was

Before I let you

I bet you I'll be just fine without you

And if I stumble, I won't crumble

I'll get back up and uhhh

And I'mma still be humble when I scream f**k you

Cause I'm stronger than I was

You walked out, I almost died

It was almost a homicide

that you caused cause I was so traumatized

Felt like I was in for a long bus ride

I’d rather die than you not be by my side

Can’t count how many times I vomited, cried

Go to my room, turn the radio on and hide, uh

We were Bonnie and Clyde

No, on the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde I

Felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie

It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?

Cause if you could’ve took my life you would’ve

It’s like you put a knife to my chest

and pushed it right through to the

Other side of my pack and stuck a spike, too, should’ve

Put up more of a fight, but I couldn’t at the time

No one could hurt me like you could’ve

Take you back now, what’s the likelihood of that

Bite me, bitch, chewing on a nineteen footer

Cause this morning I finally stood up

Held my chin up, finally showed a sign of life in me for the

First time since you left me

and left me with nothing but shattered dreams

And a life we could’ve had and we could’ve been

But I’m breaking out of this slump I’m in

Pulling myself out of the dumps once again

I’m getting up once and for all, fvck this s**t

I’mma be late for the pity party

But you’re never gonna beat me

to the fvcking punch again

Took it on the chin like a champ so

don’t lump me in with the chumpy ends

I’m done being your punching bag

It was the November 31st today

would’ve been our anniversary

Two years, but you left on the first of May

I wrote it on the calender, was gonna call

but couldn’t think of the words to say

But it came to me just now

so I put ‘em in a verse to lay

And I thank you cause you

made me a better person than I was

But I hate you cause you drained me

I gave you all, you gave me none

But if you blame me, you’re crazy

And after all that’s said and done

I’m still angry, yeah, I maybe

I may never trust someone

But you won't break me

You'll just make me stronger than I was

Before I let you

I bet you I'll be just fine without you

And if I stumble, I won't crumble

I'll get back up and uhhh

And I'mma still be humble when I scream f**k you

Cause I'm stronger than I was