歌词
They say the 20's are the best years of your life
他们说 20-30岁 是人生中最好的年华
But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets
但我似乎更愿意怀念每一个落日
'Cause I'm busy on my phone
因为我把太多时间花在手机上
Observing everyone else
对每一个人察言观色
How I compare and obsess
我和谁比较 对什么着迷
Just me, my phone and these walls
那都是我自己 我的手机和这些心墙
And I been sober for some months, but I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall
我已经几个月没有喝醉 却仍感到恶魔在光临我的到来
Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant
自从我变得丑陋 没那么重要
I been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them
我已经失去了很多朋友 因为我想摆脱他们
I googled why I'm so desperate for
在谷歌上搜索 为什么我如此渴望
Validation and sedatives
被别人认可 让自己镇静
Calling men who don't give a
给那些根本不会理我的男人
**** about me
打去没有意义的电话
Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy
然后妈妈来电我就装作没空接听
I'm tryna end up anywhere, except from where I been
我试着去任何地方 除了去过的地方
Curtains closed, bed bound
拉上窗帘 躺在床上
Amphetamines
服下苯丙胺
And this devil on my shoulder man, I'm tryna shake him off
恶魔爬上我肩膀 我试图甩掉他
My ex is on my timeline it's as if he's showing off
前任出现在时间表上 好似在炫耀一般
My self esteem is Facetune and ring lights
我的自尊不过是那Facetune和光环
My ego is conquering new heights
那个自我 正不断挑战新高度
I think I need some
我想我需要些许
(I think I need some)
(我想我需要些许)
Do you need some?
你是否也需要一些?
(Do you need some?)
(你是否也需要一些?)
Don't we all need some light
我们都需要或多或少的光环
(We all need some light)
(我们都需要或多或少的光环)
I think I need some
我想我需要些许
I lied I don't think I (Know I need some)
我骗自己说不需要
I need some light
需要什么光环
(Some sweet sunshine
(给我柔和的阳光
To feel alright)
让我心情舒畅)
Please let there be light
请将光芒照在我身上
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