Amanda's Tale

It's a little hurtful that I can't just be confident and...

In being with one person

That I gotta look over my shoulder

Looking at these girls on Instagram and...

It's hard sometimes because, I don't have all that that they have

And the sex has become my superpower

It's like sex is where I, I'm finding my worth

You know it's, that's the one thing that I know

I can make you keep coming back to me

But at the end of the day

Even if you don't really want me, I know you gon' want that

In one way it's empowering, in another way, it's sad

I feel moments of sadnеss knowing that, you know

Just me alone and who I am is not enough