Shanti's Tale

I lost myself before.

I fell in love with someone who brought me playfulness and light to my life at a time when I felt the complete opposite.

I felt a weight of responsibility, and I was very, very serious.

And he was just, fun.

And as our relationship progressed, I was always in his world, and he wasn't really interested in mine.

He just wanted to enjoy the easy parts of me, and there was no balance.

And I started to feel it.

I started to feel ashamed and used until I got angry, and I realised he couldn't have access to any parts of me, 'til he could accept and love all of me.