Wake Up Alone

It's okay in the day I'm staying busy

Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he

Got so sick of crying

So just lately

When I catch myself I do a 180

I stay up clean the house

At least I'm not drinking

Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking

That silent sense of content

That everyone gets

Just disappears soon as the sun sets

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This face in my dreams seizes my guts

[01:28.80]He floods me with dread

[01:32.19]Soaked in soul

[01:34.30]He swims in my eyes by the bed

[01:39.24]Pour myself over him

[01:42.23]Moon spilling in

[03:25.11][03:18.04][03:11.01][01:46.89]And I wake up alone

If I was my heart

I'd rather be restless

The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless

This ache in my chest

As my day is done now

The dark covers me and I cannot run now

My blood running cold

I stand before him

It's all I can do to assure him

When he comes to me

I drip for him tonight

Drowning in me we bathe under blue light

His face in my dreams seizes my guts