Hold It Together

She said "are you okay?"

And I'm staring into space

It's making her nervous cause one thing is certain

I don't have my head on straight

We're trying to get through each week

On two or three hours of sleep

I said "they be patient"

That we're going to make it

I have to admit that I'm struggling

They say take it slow

But the world keeps spinning

And that I don't control

And so there I go

Trying to act normal

So they won't know that

I'm just trying to hold my s*it together

Together darling

I'm just trying to hold my s*it together

Together darling

They say that they sympathize

I'm grateful they take the time

But bringing it up at this six year old birthday

It kinda ***** up my vibe

We end on an awkward note

I make the most awkward joke

Too dark to be funny

I shouldn't have come it'd be weird to go home

And I'm struggling

They say take it slow

But the world keeps spinning

And that I don't control

And so there I go

Trying to act normal

So they won't know that

I'm just trying to hold my s*it together

Together darling

I'm just trying to hold my s*it together

Together darling

Oh I don't know what else to try

Pretend I'm in control

But I'm just trying to hold my s*it together

Together darling

I'm just trying to hold my s*it together

Together darling

I'm just trying to hold my s*it together

Together darling

Oh I don't know what else to try

Pretend I'm in control

But I'm just trying to hold my s*it together

Together darling