歌词
For all that it's worth
为了生活在聚光灯下
To live in the spotlight
所做的一切都是值得的
如果生活简单的就像一个拥抱呢
What if life was simple as a hug?
如果我的死党没有因为毒品变成残疾人呢
What if my partner wasn't crippled from a drug?
如果我的其他同乡没有被子弹击中呢
What if my other homie never caught a slug?
如果我们的父母确实对我们冷眼以待呢
What if our parents acutally gave a fuck?
又是一件黑色西装
Another black suit, another black suit
条子很高兴看见黑人被枪杀
Police happy to see another black shoot
他母亲的妆哭落在我的胳膊上
His mother's make up smearing on my arms
哭是因为我变成她唯一的儿子了
Crying cause I'm the only son that she's got now that he's gone
如果黑人区从未听说过乐器呢
What if the ghetto never heard an instrumental?
而且我们如果没有接触说唱我们只有一堆破铜烂铁呢
And we didn't have this rap shit all we had was metal?
你告诉我如果我们没有能力射爆那个皮球
You telling me if we couldn't shooting a ball
那么我们的生活是不是一直萦绕着枪声
Our lives still got shooting involved?
如果我在那个冬天这辈子始终寸步不离丹佛寻找崭新的开始
And what if I never left out of Denver that winter for new beginnings
我的父亲会不会就把我的家人贩卖给有钱人
My father started his business and traded family for riches?
你告诉我我的阿姨还会始终有一个落脚的家
You telling me that my auntie will still have a house to live in
而且JoJo不会在监狱里给我写信
And JoJo wouldn't be writing me from prison?
但是去特么的吧！ 这就是真实的生活！
But fuck it this is life
除了面对它就是面对它
Deal with it or get dealt with
我就像个自私的小鬼独自在房间里吞云吐雾
I'm in my room smoking alone like I'm selfish
因为总有一些糟糕的日子让你很难面对日出
Cause some days the sun's hard to face
爸爸转过身一脸疲惫的望着他的孩子
Dad turns his son wears his face
但是凑近看可以看到一头沉睡的雄狮
But look closer see the heart of a lion
荆棘和磐石也不会伤到我比钢铁还坚硬的骨头！
Sticks and stones couiln't damage my bones harder then iron
一个行走的170磅重的巨人
170 pounds with the walk of a giant
你敢挑衅我就等于嗑了片安眠药，调高音量
So defiant I pop a Valium, turn up the volume
调高音量
放大声音
Turn up the volume
震耳欲聋
Turn up the volume
为了站在聚光灯下
Turn up the volume
对于一切都是值得的
For all that it's worth
我内心所有的恶魔都来自这个操蛋的生活
To live in the spotlight
曾经如此
All of my demons come to life
现在也如此
And all that it was
我在黑夜的茫茫中迷路
And all that it could be
我为什么要死
Is lost in the darkness of the night
为了站在聚光灯下
Why should I die?
为什么我要为你而死
To live in the spotlight
是你曾经让我死
Why should I kill myself for you?
为了成为大众的焦点
You'd let me die?
你还是让我死在你的心里吧
To live in the spotlight
听着
You'd let me die inside for you...
如果金钱不是成功的一部分呢
Look
如果我那些年的好基友都没有各奔东西呢
What if money wasn't part of success?
如果我们起的名字不会和遗憾画上等号呢
Whould the people I used to be friends with never left?
我认为那样的荣誉就是死神的先驱
What if making a name didn't come with regrets?
友谊的小船翻了
I think that fame's a pre-cursor to death:
家庭的巨轮沉了
Death of a friendship
坚强的男人死了
Death of a family
他们真正明白前那些误解就烟消云散了
Death of a man
就从一个吊扇开始 把它肢解的粉身碎骨 再画一个五角星
The misunderstood are always dead before 'they' understand
路西法并不是一个造谣者 他有自己的乐队 靠
Starting at ceiling fans, chop up milligrams, draw a pentagram
酒和我的呕吐物全都喷在了我的鞋上
Lucifer's not a rumor he's in the band, damn
明亮的灯光和豪华的音乐会
Liquor and vomit on my Converse
和右手边放着的枪
Bright lights and packed concerts
这个放在我化妆台上的橙色的塑料瓶子装满了来自父母的压力
And right next to the gun
我已准备好在洞穴安家 住在铁笼里
that's on my dresser are plastic orange bottles of peer pressure
泥菩萨过河自身都难保 这又怎么能逞英雄
And I'm ready to cave, I live in a cage
48天的快节奏的生活
How can I be a hero when I'm the one needing saved
我和我的死党 不过没有杰里米·皮文，认真听着
48 days of this fast lane living
就像库尔特说的那样燃烧殆尽然后黯然凋落会更好受一些
Me and my entourage no Jeremy Piven, listen
知道我看见了他的女儿，把他看作一个父亲的时候我感同身受
It's better to burn out then fade away is what Kurt said
如果明天呢 我为你能给她造成伤害的就是让她死
I felt the same until I saw his daughter and thought as a father
吞了片安眠药然后泣不成声，调高了声音
What if tomorrow; the only I could spoil her was dying?
放大音量
Started crying then popped a valium turned up the volume
放大音量
Turn up the volume
震耳欲聋
Turn up the volume
为了成为模范
Turn up the volume
这一切都是值得的
For all that it's worth
内心所有的恶魔都是源于这个操蛋的生活
To live in the spotlight
曾经如此
All of my demons come to life
以后也如此
And all that it was
我在茫茫的黑夜中迷失
And all thet it could be
我为什么要死
Is lost in the darkness of the night
我要站在聚光灯下成为世界的焦点
Why should I die?
为什么我会为你而死
To live in the spotlight
是你让我死的吗
Why should I kill myself for you?
我要站在聚光灯下成为世界的焦点
You'd let me die?
你还是让我死在你的心里吧
To live in the spotlight
所以当条子的警灯变成舞台耀眼的聚光灯时
You 'd let me die inside of you...
你会做些什么呢
So what you do when the cop lights
你周围的每个人都会痛恨你的存在 因为你成功了
Turn into a stage and a spotlight?
如果我感到我有资格做我喜欢的事了 我就会轻易放手吗
And everyone around you starts to hate cause you got right
这可不是图派克的作风啊！
And feel entitled like I'm supposed to stop living my life?
这也不是姆爷秀啊
Well this ain't 2Pac
这也不是真男人的作风啊！
This ain't EM's show
这是属于机枪凯利的说唱风格！
This ain't Jigga man
这是C-town 19-double-X rep的代表
This that Kells flow
欢迎来到我的世界，这里有张下次焦点秀的门票
This that C-town 19-double-X rep so
欢迎走进我的生活这是下一场秀的门票
Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next show spotlight
Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next show
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