歌词
Holding in my heart
藏在心间
It's beating like it's coming through my chest
它在躁动 似乎要刺穿我的胸膛一般
Panicking again I just can't seem to catch my f**king breath
我再次恐慌 无法控制气息的舒缓下来
Count to 10 but nothing's changin'
从一数到十 但情况依然如故
Thoughts are raging in my head
糟糕的情绪在脑中挥之不去
Every time I swear this is the last time I'll get out of bed
每次我都发誓我这一次永远离开单人床
But you said I was on my own
但你说余生漫漫 单影远行
I've never quite felt so alone
我从未感受过如此孤独无助
But this anxiety inside of me keeps pushing me ahead
但我内心的焦虑情绪一直推搡我跌跌撞撞前行
Medication all I need
我所需的药物治疗
It's just as bad as the disease
这种情感和疾病一样糟糕
When I abide by my prescriptions
当我承受着药方带来的痛苦
I keep wishing I was dead
我祈愿我与世长眠
You are my hate
你是我的厌恶
You follow me
你默默支持我
My only strength, why can't you see?
你是我生命唯一的曙光 你为什么察觉不到呢？
You're my best friend
你是我的挚友
My worst enemy
又是我的敌人
I can't live without you
若失去了你 我无法生活下去
But with you, I can't breathe
但若与你相伴 我感到无法呼吸
You're breaking up, I barely hear you through the static on your phone
你要抛弃我 听筒那头的我沉浸在泪水之中 无法自拔
I'll be fine, I just need time to heal so please leave me alone
我很好 只是需要些时间去自我治愈 所以一别两宽
Panicking again that anything you say might not be real
恐慌如海水袭来 我不再信任你说的任何只言片语
That you never loved me
你说从未爱过我
You just loved the way I made you feel
你只是喜欢我身上所散发令人心动的舒适感
But you said I was someone else
你说我只是你前任名单上的一员罢了
You hate the way I hate myself
你不喜我厌世的情绪
But this anxiety inside of me, it keeps me up at night
但心间的焦虑不安 它使我彻夜未眠
You want me and I want more
你需要我 我也奢望拥有你
I jump and wash up on the shore
我潜入水中 在岸边洗涤残破不堪的灵魂
Now I've chosen
如今我作出抉择
I'm broken from my whole f**king life
我亲手打破了这似傀儡般的生活
You are my hate
你是我的恶念
You follow me
伴我如影随形
My only strength, why can't you see?
你是我生命唯一的曙光 你为什么察觉不到呢？
You're my best friend
你是我的挚友
My worst enemy
又是我的敌人
I can't live without you
若失去了你 我无法生活下去
But with you I can't breathe
但若与你相伴 我感到窒息
Your god doesn't love me
你心间的神明不眷恋于我
Your god doesn't love me
神明不眷恋于我
Your god doesn't love me
神明从未眷恋过我
And I can't breathe
我快要窒息…
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