歌词
I'm a rockstar in his prime
我是正值盛年的摇滚明星
If I take too many percs then I won't die
即使我吞下太多药物我也会安然无恙
That don't make no sense, do it? Haha
听起来挺扯的是吧？哈哈
If I take too many percs then I won't die
如果我吞下太多药物我也不会有事
If I drink too much of this syrup then I won't fly
如果我喝太多大力我也不会展翅高飞
I'm a rockstar in his prime
我是正值盛年的摇滚明星
Rockstar in his prime
当打之年的摇滚明星
Rockstar in his prime
正准备发光发热的摇滚明星
Rockstar in his prime
当打之年的摇滚明星
Rockstar in his prime
正准备发光发热的摇滚明星
If I take too many percs then I won't die
如果我吞下太多药物我也不会有事
If I drink too much of this syrup then I'm gon' fly
如果我喝下太多大力我就要飞向云端
I can't deal with this hurt on my own
我一个人难以承受这么多痛苦
I cannot deal with this hurt in my downtime
尤其是在我深陷低谷之时，我难以忍受这些苦痛
If I take too many percs then I won't die
即使我吞下太多药物我也会安然无恙
If I drink too much of this syrup then I'm gon' fly
如果我喝下太多大力我就要飞向云端
I can't deal with this hurt on my own
我一个人难以承受这么多痛苦
I can't deal with this hurt
我难以排解这苦闷
Everything's just fine
一切都还好，
Minus the fact I'm losing my mind
如果不看现实情况的话。我又失去了理智
Timeless in fact, I know it's my time
我知道属于我的时刻到来了，我希望我能一直闪耀
Prime time, limelights
在黄金时间，我万众瞩目
Tears on the Saint Laurent
但泪水却落在我的圣罗兰上衣上
Feel like punching a wall but I don't wanna break the watch
想锤墙排解苦闷，可我不想伤着我的名贵腕表
It was just a year ago, I was tellin' people watch
就一年之前，我还在努力吸引公众关注
Thanking God, it was a part of the plot
感谢上帝，我终于崭露头角
It feel like part of me alive and part of me not
感觉我的一半还活着，但另一半已经离世一样
I'm tracing my steps, tryna see where this insanity started
我审视我过往的每一步，想要看看我究竟是何时陷入精神失常
I'm too high to talk right now, I'm sorry, beg my pardon
我现在脑袋不清醒难以沟通，不好意思，请原谅我
This not a trend, it's how I'ma deal with my demons regardless
只因我日夜与我的心魔交战
Oh yeah, Devil pulling up a chair, he sittin' right over there
恶魔拿了把椅子大摇大摆地坐下了，就在那边
Tellin' me I should be scared, God in my ****in' ear
他告诉我我应该感到恐惧，但上帝在我耳边低语
Told me it's nothing to fear
告诉我没什么可害怕的
I forgot to mention that the Devil tryna be my friend
我忘了说了，恶魔想要与我为友
Do you hear how confusing this is?
你能明白这有多么复杂吗？
I was at the lowest of points, feelin' like callin' it quits
当时我身处人生最低点，感觉我即将放弃
Ain't nobody understand, "You should be happy, nigga, you're rich," that's what everybody says
没有人理解我，“你那么有钱你还有什么可烦恼的？”他们都这么说
Anxiety is a ugly bitch, too ugly to comprehend
焦虑真是令人烦躁，恶心得令人无法理解
So I get high and **** that bitch
所以我嗨上云端，忘记一切焦虑
Prayin' for the upper hand, I hope that He hear my prayers
祈祷我能得到圣父的眷顾，我希望他能听到我的诚心祈求
Devil really want my soul, he gon' keep it in his lair
恶魔真的想要占据我的灵魂，他想要将我禁锢
Me, I'm just gon’ keep a pole, paranoia in the air
我随身带着武器，因为我已偏执多疑
Everybody gettin' killed, I won't be a part of it
每个人都要挨枪子，但我一定会安然无恙
If I take too many percs then I won't die
如果我吞下太多药物我也不会有事
If I drink too much of this syrup then I'm gon' fly
如果我喝下太多大力我就要飞向云端
I can't deal with this hurt on my own
我一个人难以承受这么多痛苦
I cannot deal with this hurt in my downtime
尤其是在我深陷低谷之时，我难以忍受这些苦痛
If I take too many percs then I won't die
即使我吞下太多药物我也会安然无恙
If I drink too much of this syrup then I'm gon' fly
如果我喝下太多大力我就要飞向云端
I can't deal with this hurt on my own
我一个人难以承受这么多痛苦
I can't deal with this hurt
这痛苦让我苦闷不堪
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