歌词
Dear God, I think it's time we had a conversation
亲爱的上帝 我想是时候我们该交心长谈了
These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing
孤独的夜晚让我思绪游离
I think about this life I live and all the shit I'm facing
思考着自己过着怎样的生活 面临着怎样的琐事
More secrets in my mind then a free mason
心里的秘密日渐增多
I get lonely at times, and then I write these rhymes
而我也时常感到孤独 所以我才写下了这些歌词
I'm only human, I want to hit the club and fuck a dime
我也只是一个平庸之人 我也想过红灯酒绿的生活
But I know that's not the answer to my problems
但我知道这并不是我问题的答案
Lord help me solve them
上帝啊帮帮我吧
Disintegrate and dissolve them
让这些恼人的琐事粉碎成灰吧
Laying in bed
我躺在床上
With a girl I'm pretty sure is my next
身旁躺着我美丽的下一任
Contemplating the sex
感受着与她身体的交融
While I think about my ex
可我脑海里全是我的全女友
Am I wrong, Dear God, am I wrong
是我错了吗 亲爱的上帝 是我做错了吗
Dear God tell me am I wrong
亲爱的上帝 告诉我吧
For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns
过着如皇帝一般的生活 被追随者拥簇
Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them
粉丝们总告诉我说我已无人能及 但我却从来没有听信
Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering
因为我知道我还没有攀到最高峰 我还在努力着
Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them
恶魔在我耳边细语 可我却未曾畏惧
People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him
人们总认为自己完成了自己的人生目标 而事实他们还与此相隔千里
I just want to spread positivity
我只是想用力自己的歌词
Through lyrical ability
去传播一点正能量
They call it selling out but I just call it versatility
他们说我在追逐名利 但我知道我在用着自己的天赋
Yeah, its my life
是啊 这就是我的生活
My wrongs,and My rights
我的错与对
My battle, My songs, and My fights
我的战争 我的歌曲 我的纠纷
Now everybody want to come around
而现在所有人都开始靠近我
Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down
诉说着他们在我低谷时期如何帮助了我
Not a single one of you mother fuckers believed in the brand
而事实当初没有任何一个人看好过我
Extended a hand
没有任何一个人伸手帮我
And now you want to be my man
而现在你们想要成为我的兄弟
I think not
而我的答案只能为不可能了
You quick to shape shift like ink blots
我的名声如墨渍一般扩散 你们却看到了不同的东西 抱着不同的态度
The real dealer we cut classic no fitters
(此处dealer出错 应为Dilla) 此处Logic提到了这位年仅32岁就已去世的传奇制作人J Dilla,以此缅怀
What about the time
我想起当初
I was nine
那年我只有九岁
And my mama almost murdered me
我妈妈在那年差点杀害了我
Don't think I forgot that shit it still burdens me
我从不曾忘记 因为它永远压在我心口使我难以喘息
Her bare hands tight around my throat I can't breath I screamed I can't breath mama
她的双手紧紧掐住我的脖子 “我喘不过气了妈妈!” 我对她尖叫着 “我不能呼吸了妈妈!”
Don't you want me mama
妈妈你真的不要我了吗
Don't you love me mama
妈妈你真的不爱我了吗
What the fuck
我不敢相信这眼前的一切
Where was you here god tell me now
上帝 告诉我当时的你为何没有在我身边
Hows a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how
我一人究竟要如何生存
Why you let me live but let another die
为什么你最终选着让我存活 却让其他人死去
Why you dry my tears but let another cry
为什么你替我拭去眼泪 却让别人泣不成声
Gotta know
我很想知道
Set to detonate I gotta blow
而我现在知道了 因为我终如雷鸣一般引爆世界
That shit for show
这痛苦的一切都只为了我在舞台上最终能炽热发光
I used to wonder why in the hell you would make me suffer
我以前总不明白为何你(上帝)让我受尽折磨
But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher
但最终我明白了这一切只是让我更加坚强
I get up when im down
尽管摔倒 我会爬起
Had enough almost drowned
尽管曾今我近乎在痛苦中溺亡
When shit rough
但当世事艰辛
I get tough
我会变的更加强大
And when im beaten to the ground I get up
当我被打倒 我定会重新站起
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