歌词
I've got so much, hold on
等等 我受够了
Woah hallelujah
哦 哈利路亚
I need you live here
我现在需要你降临
Too too scared to die
我实在太害怕
I want what I want how I want when I want it
当我需要你我无时无刻都在想怎么得到你
I'ma keep it a hunnid I'm blunted
马子都让我失去胃口了
I don't give a damn
我丝毫不在乎
I don't give a fuck about another man
我不在乎别人
Fuck a brother man
的眼光
I'ma make it make it rain like no other man
我会将他们的言论都淹没
Old girl shoulda shoulda got a better man
姑娘得找个好人家
Ass fat looking good in my letterman
我这个下流的人眼里只喜欢丰满的马子
In the hood I'm a better man
我是个衣冠禽兽
Wish a mothafucka would would
我的整个人生犯下太多错误
Whole life I been up to no good
真希望
Change it all if I could
能重新来过就好了
Rearrange my heart to beat good but I can't
重整我的心 但是为时已晚
I'm a sinner not a saint
我是罪人不是圣人
Layers to my life no I can't
我生命的图层上充满罪恶
Cover it up with paint
无法用颜料将它覆盖
Keep on living living
于是继续苟活
Living on money and women
活在钱堆与女人堆里
As soon as I'm in em I'm out
只要我一扎进去就只想出来
Now the truth never come out my mouth
我虚情假意极了
Speak life when I come in her mouth like
我生活的样子在她眼里
I'm a dirty mothafucka a waste of life
就是个浪费生命
A waste of skin
糟蹋这副身体的废物
Wanna repent don't know where to begin
想忏悔都不知从何开始
Next of kin don't give a damn bout me
亲人不想搭理我
I know God don't give a damn bout me
我知道上帝也是
People try but don't know bout me
人们都想假装不认识我
But the devil said that he want my soul
但魔鬼却想掠走我的灵魂
But the devil said that he want my soul
但魔鬼想掠走我的灵魂
Give it to me right now
快把它还给我
Give it to me right now
快把它还给我
Give it to me right now
快把它还给我
Give it to me right now
快把它还给我
Somebody save me
谁快来拯救我
I need you to save me
上帝快来拯救我
To wash away my sins on high
来洗去我的罪恶吧
I'd rather be a different man in another world
我宁愿独自活在另一个世界
Than work for the man in my universe
也不愿在我的宇宙中为别人卖命
Wonder what it feel like to take flight
想感受那翱翔的感觉
Momma told me everything gon' be alright
妈妈告诉我 一切都会好的
I mean my life can't be off right
我是说我的生命还不能就此完结
But come to think about it
但请想想
Everybody runnin' the world seem to be all white
行色匆匆的人们 让这世界变得空洞无比
Can you mothafuckas see alright
你觉得这样正常么
I mean I need it I want it I gotta have it
我是说我极其想要改变
Every day tragic
每天都在上演悲剧
If you're from where I'm from everyday ain't magic
你若是经历过我所经历的就知道每天是多么平淡无奇
On this I know
此刻我明白了
I been telling everybody I'ma give it a go I know
我曾告诉所有人我会继续前进
I been there before feel it in my soul oh I know
我也曾感受到我的灵魂深处
Love it or hate it I made it
我敢爱敢恨
I did it I lived it
我曾踏实活过
While the whole world looking at the boy like whoa
整个世界犹如个男孩
Baptized in a ocean of hennessey
在亨尼西海中受洗
Really wonder what the remedy
真不知道这样能否补救自己
Tell me how the world gon' remember me
告诉我怎么让世界不遗忘我
Got me feelin like the enemy
这被世界敌对的感觉
Like I ain't got no energy
让我觉得很无力
I been looking for an entity
我曾追寻生命的本质
Feelin' like I need to chill like I need a new amenity
感觉我得冰冻自己才能得到重新的自己
Fuck all that
去他的吧
I'm a dirty mothafucka a waste of life
就是个浪费生命
A waste of skin
糟蹋这副身体的废物
Wanna repent don't know where to begin
想忏悔都不知从何开始
Next of kin don't give a damn bout me
亲人不想搭理我
I know God don't give a damn bout me
我知道上帝也是
People try but don't know bout me
人们都想假装不认识我
But the devil said that he want my soul
但魔鬼想掠走我的灵魂
But the devil said that he want my soul
但魔鬼想掠走我的灵魂
Give it to me right now
快把它还给我
Give it to me right now
快把它还给我
Give it to me right now
快把它还给我
Give it to me right now
快把它还给我
Somebody save me
谁快来拯救我
I need you to save me
上帝快来拯救我
To wash away my sins on high
来洗去我的罪恶吧
I know my life was lived the wrong way
我知道我这辈子活错了
I know I did you wrong in my own way
我这活法真的错了
But it was the flashing lights that mesmerized
犹如闪烁的灯迷了我的眼
That hypnotized the only
唯一能催眠我的
Part of me you loved
就是展现出你爱的
Part of me that had the strength
我还剩些许力气
To rise above part of me you know
展现出你知道的
Part of me you love more than to let it go
与其让它消失不如让你喜欢的那一面
Dear God, I just wanna know why
敬爱的上帝 我只是想知道
Why do you put us here
为什么你要把我们带到这里
Why do you put us below
为什么你要把我们带到这人世间
Why do you put us subservient
为什么你要把我们变得这么卑躬屈膝
Why do you put us below these evil motherfuckers
为什么你要把我们压在这些灾祸下面
And then we crawl and we scratch our way out
我们挣扎着寻找出路
We betray each other
我们互相背叛
We lie, we take from one another
我们欺骗着一个又一个人
And we told you gon' forgive us at the end
最后我们祈求你原谅
But the state don't forgive us
但你毫不留情
I'm locked up and half my friends
对于朋友我选择了自我封闭
And then when I get out, or I make it out
每当我下定决心 走出阴影
I'm expected to somehow give back
期望着能重返回来
To people who never wanted to see me escape
是为了那些不希望我逃避的人
I'm startin' to hate the man in the mirror
我开始恨这个站在镜前的人
And it's gettin' clearer
越来越恨了
That society was designed to keep me on the bottom
这个社会总是把我摆布在最底下无法翻身
So, if you real, if you're out there for real
要是你真的 真的存在
Please explain to me why
那请告诉我
Why do we suffer
为什么我们要遭受苦难
Why do we die
问什么我们要痛苦死去
And why do the people
为什么
Who go against everything
当你说往前走的时候
You ever said always get ahead
人们总是做着相反的事
I've done so much wrong
我曾犯下太多错
I don't know if I can ever be right
我不知道能否一直做对的事
But tonight, I am in this church
但今晚 我站在这教堂
Asking you to show yourself
请你现身
To reveal yourself to me
请你出现在我面前
Because I'm tired
因为我已经厌倦了
And I don't know what else to do
我已经无力做任何事情
So black I'm blue, so brown I'm down
无比悲伤 无比沮丧
I done been everywhere but up
无论怎样都无果
And when I finally get up
每当我起床
I am ravaged with guilt and pain and shame
总被内疚 痛苦和羞愧折磨
And all I wanna do is believe in you
我只想选择相信你
The darker you are, the closer you are to dirt
近墨者黑
And they make sure it hurts
这真的能摧毁我
And I am tired of hurtin', man
我已经厌倦受伤
I'm tired of bein' looked at
我已厌倦看到这些
Second guessed, doubted, feared
再三的猜忌 怀疑 恐惧
So if you out there, do something about this
所以你要是真的存在 请帮帮忙
'Cause I can't take it no more
因为我再也无法忍受
Help me
帮帮我
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