Cleanin' Out My Closet

歌词
Have you ever been hated
你曾被人歧视
or discriminated against?
和仇恨过吗?
I have' I've been protested and demonstrated against.
我有过,我曾遇到过无情的反对和示威
Picket signs for my wicked rhymes.
反对的标语牌遮挡在我愤怒有力的节奏面前
Look at the times. Sick is the mind
看看纽约时报吧,那些反对我的人(times指The New York Times的一篇对于Eminem反女性的讽刺报道)
of the motha fuckin' kid that's behind
身后那个狗娘养的小子(Eminem)
all this commotion. Emotions run deep
思想一样恶心
as ocean's explodin.'
正如海啸般骚动情绪
Tempers flaring from parents'
我对那些家长的灼热怒火置之不理
just blow 'em off and keep goin.'
并继续前行着(在美国有些家长认为Eminem的音乐使自己的孩子腐化)
Not takin' nothin' from no one'
我根本就不理会那些反对者
give 'em hell long as I'm breathin.
但只要我还活着我就时刻准备着好好教训他们
Keep kickin' ass in the mornin''
我日夜兼程,披荆斩棘
an' takin' names in the evening.
继续走在我的成功之路上
Leavem with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth.
让他们品尝酸腐得如同醋在嘴里一样的味道
See' they can trigger me
瞧瞧,他们的确能惹怒我
but they never figure me out.
但却永远没法搞定我
Look at me now'
看着我
I bet ya probably sick of me now.
我打赌你现在一定看我很不顺眼了
Ain't you mama'
不是吗妈妈?
I'ma make you look so ridiculous now.
我现在就要让您看起来非常的滑稽可笑
I'm sorry' Mama.
对不起,妈妈!
I never meant to hurt you.
我不是故意伤害你的!
I never meant to make you cry' but tonight
我不是故意气你哭,但是今天晚上~
I'm cleanin' out my closet.
我得自暴一下家丑~
I'm sorry' Mama.
我说对不起,妈妈!
I never meant to hurt you.
我不是故意伤害你的!
I never meant to make you cry' but tonight
我不是故意气你哭,但是今天晚上~
I'm cleanin' out my closet.
我得自暴一下家丑~
I got some skeletons in my closet
哈!我在我的橱柜里藏了一些骷髅(指不为人知的丑事)
and I don't know if no one knows it.
我不知道是否有人已经知道了这个秘密
So before they thrown
所以在他们
me inside my coffin and close it'
把我扔进棺材合上棺木之前
I'ma expose it. I'll take you back to
我要曝光它,我要带你穿梭时空
73 before I ever had a multi-platinum sellin' CD.
回到1973,在我拥有一张多白金唱片之前
I was a baby' maybe I was just a couple of months.
我只是一个婴儿,也许仅两个月大
My faggot father must have
我那同性恋般恶心的父亲
had his panties up in a bunch'
那时候肯定在外面淫乱快活
cuz he split.
因为他抛妻弃子走了
I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye.
我很好奇他是否曾和我吻别
No' I don't on second thought'
不,那不是我真正所想的
I just fuckin' wished he would die.
与之相反的真实想法是我强烈地希望他死掉!
I look at Hailie
我看着Hailie(我女儿)
and I couldn't picture leavin' her side.
和她的离别的画面我连想都不敢想
Even if I hated Kim' I grit my teeth and I'd try
即使我对Kim(我前妻,Hailie的妈妈)恨之入骨,我也咬紧牙关忍受着
to make it work with her at least for Hailie's sake.
完全看在Hailie的份上,我才竭力尝试着容忍她
I maybe made some mistakes
我也许也犯过一些错误
but I'm only human.
但我只是个普通的人
But I'm man enough to face them today.
但是我有足够的勇气去面对自己的一切过错的男人
/What I did was stupid' no doubt it was dumb
我过去的所作所为无疑是愚蠢的
but the smartest shit
但是其中最聪明的一件
I did was take them bullets out of that gun.
便是我取出了枪里的子弹(放弃了杀人的念头)
Cuz id'a killed 'em'
因为我会杀了他(Eminem老婆的情夫John Guerrera)
shit I would have shot Kim an' him both.
操,我原本应该把Kim和他一块儿杀了
It's my life' I'd like to welcome y'all to The Eminem Show.
这就是我的人生,我欢迎你们大家来到Eminem Show(双关,既指我的人生又指这张专辑)
I'm sorry' Mama.
对不起,妈妈!
I never meant to hurt you.
我不是故意伤害你的!
I never meant to make you cry' but tonight
我不是故意气你哭,但是今天晚上~
I'm cleanin' out my closet.
我得自暴一下家丑~
I'm sorry' Mama.
我说对不起,妈妈!
I never meant to hurt you.
我不是故意伤害你的!
I never meant to make you cry' but tonight
我不是故意气你哭,但是今天晚上~
I'm cleanin' out my closet.
我得自暴一下家丑~
Now I would never dis my own mama just to get recognition.
现在我绝对不会通过侮辱我自己的妈妈,来获取认识
Take a second to listen for you think this record is dissin''
花上一点点时间来聆听这张唱片在辱骂谁
But put yourself in my position.
但是你站在我的位置
ust try to envision witnessin' your
来试着想象一下
Mama poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen'
亲眼目击你自己的妈妈在厨房里吞服摇头丸
bitchin' that someone's always g
喋喋不休地埋怨总是有人(指我)
oin' throuh her purse and shits missin.' Going through
偷了她钱包里的一点钱
public housing systems' victim of Munchausen's syndrome.
穿梭在各种低收入政府住宅之间(搬家很多),得了孟乔森综合症的患者(一种幻想症,亦指利用自己得病来用于博取同情)
My whole life I was made to believe
在我一生中,我曾被迫认为自己得病了
I was sick when I wasn't 'til I grew up'
虽然我根本没得直到我长大后才醒悟
now I blew up. It makes you sick to ya stomach'
现在我发飙了,反击了,这让你直恶心到胃里去了吧(stomach,肚子也是怀Eminem的地方,所以这里亦指当初后悔生了Eminem)
doesn't it?
难道不是吗?
Wasn't it the reason you made that CD for me' Ma?
不正是这个原因你给我做了那张CD吗,妈妈?(因为Eminem公开对他妈的负面言论,他妈曾制作一张CD来辩解自己是个负责任的妈妈)
So you could try to justify the way you treated me' Ma?
这样你能够尝试着去证明你当时这么对我的是正当的了,妈妈?
But guess what'
但是,我提醒你一下
yer gettin' older now and it's cold when your lonely.
你正在一天天变老,在您孤独的时候你会感到格外的寒冷(Eminem的言论让他母亲一直不能脱离单身)
An' Nathan's getting' up so quick'
同时Nathan(Eminem的同母异父弟弟)正在飞快的长大
he's gonna know that your phoney.
他总有一天会知道你是个大骗子
And Hailie's getting' so big now'
Hailie也在长大
you should see her' she's beautiful.
您真该看看她,她很漂亮
But you'll never see her'
但是抱歉,您永远也不会看到她
she won't even be at your funeral.
她甚至连您的葬礼都不会出席的
See what hurts me the most is you won't
知道吗,最让我伤心的就是
admit you was wrong. Bitch' do ya song.
您的死不认错,臭婊子,继续做你歌曲吧
Keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom.
继续反复对你自己说你是个母亲
But how dare you
可是你怎么敢
try to take what you didn't help me to get.
试着去夺走你没有帮助过我去得到的一切 ?(现在倒想从我这里分一杯羹?)
You selfish bitch'
你这个自私的婊子
I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit.
我真希望你他妈的在地狱里被烈火烧死以赎你犯下的罪
Remember when
还记得吗?
Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me?
Ronnie死的时候你说你宁愿死的那个是我?(Eminem的舅舅,自杀)
Well' guess what' I am dead.
我告诉你,其实我早已死了
Dead to you as can be.
对你来说我与死无异!
I'm sorry' Mama.
对不起,妈妈!
I never meant to hurt you.
我不是故意伤害你的!
I never meant to make you cry' but tonight
我不是故意气你哭,但是今天晚上~
I'm cleanin' out my closet.
我得自暴一下家丑~
I'm sorry' Mama.
我说对不起,妈妈!
I never meant to hurt you.
我不是故意伤害你的!
I never meant to make you cry' but tonight
我不是故意气你哭,但是今天晚上~
I'm cleanin' out my closet.
我得自暴一下家丑~
专辑信息
1.My Name Is (Slim Shady Radio Edit)
2.My Name Is (Explicit Version)
3.My Name Is (Instrumental) - instrumental
4.Guilty Conscience (Radio Version With Gunshots)
5.Guilty Conscience (Album Version)
6.Guilty Conscience (A Cappella)
7.The Real Slim Shady
8.Bad Influence
9.The Real Slim Shady (Instrumental) - instrumental
10.My Fault" (Pizza Mix)
11.The Way I Am (Unedited Version)
12.The Kids (Unedited Version)
13.97' Bonnie & Clyde
14.Steve Berman (Skit) - intro
15.Without Me
16.The Way I Am (Danny Lohner Remix) - remix
17.Without Me (A Cappella)
18.Without Me (Instrumental) - instrumental
19.Sing for the Moment
20.Rabbit Run
21.Sing for the Moment (Instrumental) - instrumental
22.Cleanin' Out My Closet
23.Stimulate
24.Cleanin' Out My Closet (Instrumental) - instrumental
25.Stan" (Radio Edit)
26.Guilty Conscience (Radio Version with Gunshots)
27.Hazardous Youth (A Cappella)
28.Get You Mad
29.Lose Yourself
30.Lose Yourself (Instrumental) - instrumental
31.Renegade
32.Business
33.Bump Heads feat.G-Unit
34.Business (A Cappella)
35.Wanksta (Eminem's Version)